“But have they never seen one another, poor little things?” asked
Cecil. “What a pity that you couldn’t have asked the little girl to
stay with you while we were here. They might have taken a fancy to
each other.”
“_Fi donc_, mademoiselle!” laughed Naimeh Khanum. “You don’t think
that Safieh Khanum’s parents would ever have allowed such a thing?
Besides, in no case would she be allowed to come near you, or under
your influence. They would be afraid of your making her a Christian.”
“But Azim Bey is always with me,” objected Cecil.
“That is different,” said Azim Bey’s sister; “he is a boy. They know
that there is no danger for him. But what has Islam for a woman?”
“Have you felt this, Khanum?” asked Cecil, in surprise.
“How can I help it? I have read your books, I have seen the difference
between your life and ours,” said Naimeh Khanum. “Our people think
justly that there is little need for fear in the case of boys like my
brother. They read of Christianity, they see your laws and their
results, they think it is all very good. They are also taught our
religion, and they say: ‘It is destiny. I was born a Mussulman. My
father and all my ancestors were good Moslems. Why should I change a
religion that was good enough for them?’ In this way they agree
together to dismiss the subject. They have many things to occupy their
thoughts, and if in their secret hearts they know that Christianity is
better, it does not trouble them themselves, and they say nothing to
any one else. They have all they want, but with us it is different.
All the long, long hours--what can we do but think and wish? They
should not have educated us, have let us read about your beautiful
life in Frangistan, if they wished us to remain contented with what
satisfied our grandmothers. We are tired of our jewels, and our
novels, and our embroidery; tired of making sweetmeats and eating
them; we are so tired--you cannot imagine how tired--of being shut up
always in the same rooms, with the same faces round us. We are not
like birds or wild animals, to be kept in cages, we have minds and
hearts, and we want to be able to go out in the world with our
husbands, and enter into all they do.”
“But couldn’t you do that now--partially at least?” suggested Cecil,
diffidently, surprised by this passionate outburst from languid-eyed,
contented Naimeh Khanum.
“How can we?” she asked. “Our husbands go out into society without us.
They meet the Frangi ladies, talk to them, dance with them, and then
come home to us, poor ignorant creatures, who cannot talk to them of
the things they care for, and don’t know how to please them when we
are most anxious to do it. Our husbands are the sun to us; we are less
than the moon to them.”
“But how can any one help you if you don’t help yourselves?” asked
Cecil.
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