Deception -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Fiancées -- Fiction; Love stories
Really, I don’t know which of the four of us was least pleased to see the
others, while I introduced Mr. Waters to Cicely and said gaily to the
men, “I think you’ve met before” ... and forced myself to dissipate the
odious pause that followed the insincerely civil greetings by plunging
into some sort of conversation.
It was worst for me, I think. I was so utterly taken aback—first, by
finding Sydney there at all, and then by wondering what on earth the
Governor would think of his being there—_and in those clothes_!
For Sydney’s latest idea for not being slavishly got-up like every
other miserably conventional tailor’s dummy was, apparently, to have
his “things” more or less a copy, but an _édition de luxe_, of a French
fisher-boy’s _vareuse_-blouse and skirt-like trousers; those brown
corduroys were of corduroy-velvet at goodness knows what a yard, cut
by some master-hand in Savile Row; the very bagginess at the ankles,
above the leaf-brown silk socks, had been carefully studied. And the
Governor!—who’d once said:
“_After all, what’s unusual in dress is wrong, nine times out of ten.
Eight times, it’s also hideous._”
He must be positively flabbergasted at this spectacle! I’m more
accustomed to those ideas; but even I found it a relief to turn
my eyes upon his stereotyped grey suit after that fell and deadly
“_effectiveness_” of Sydney’s....
Posing in his dress like that! Posing, even more shamelessly, in his
manner!
For wouldn’t you have thought that anyone who’d been refused by a girl
and who then came unexpectedly face to face with that girl and the person
for whom he imagines she’s jilted him—_wouldn’t_ you suppose that he
would at least behave like a man? Take it without flinching, even if it
were fairly unpleasant, and carry it off as if nothing particular had
happened? _I_ shall never think the same of Sydney again for not doing
that.
Perhaps it served me right for the rather spiteful note I wrote to him
just before I went off to The Lawn, but—Need he have committed the
solecism of calling me, when I’ve never been anything but “Monica” to
him, “_Miss Trant_” in italics? It was trying! So was the pathetic
look which he saw fit to call up into his spanielly brown eyes as he
glanced from me to Mr. Waters. (Mask well down there, so I couldn’t
guess what _he_ made of this velvet-and-Vandyke apparition.) And the
worm-in-the-bud expression which Sydney let steal over the whole of his
dreamy, Cavalier’s face as he turned it, in a way that all but said “Ah!
You understand what I suffer!” to Cicely——
Cicely, too! _Cicely_, who’s shared ups and downs with me for the last
two years! Even she must needs forsake me, making matters worse by
creating a general atmosphere of blight even while she was bringing in
two more leadless-glaze cups and plates, and making fresh tea, and by
giving an accurate though unspoken impression of what she “understood.”
“Yes! I am the looker-on at this game. I see it all! The sensitive,
artistic soul—”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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