Deception -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Fiancées -- Fiction; Love stories
“Presently.—Oh, yes, about that gorse. He said the first blooming was
more showy—more fuss made over it—first love, you know, and all that; but
that it was nothing like as sweet as the later time. Should you agree
with him, d’you think?”
“How _should_ I know?” I retorted rather flippantly, to hide my intense
surprise that Billy should possess—let alone quote!—a friend who sounded
so utterly unlike himself. “You might know me well enough by this time to
see I’m not that sort of girl!”
“Which sort of girl? The kind who doesn’t fall in love a second time?”
“The kind who doesn’t fall in love at all,” I said decidedly. “Anyhow,
I find the second blooming of the gorse, without any metaphors, quite
beautiful enough against that dragonfly-blue bit of Bay!”
“Ah, yes! You’re fond of the effect of flowering plants against the
blue sea, as I think you mentioned, the evening my uncle dined at The
Lawn,” said Billy, teasingly and unexpectedly. “Only, didn’t you specify
oleanders and myrtles and the Riviera——”
“Oh, Billy! I never thought you’d do that,” I interrupted him with real
reproach. “No; I _never_ thought you’d be so mean as to remind me, ever
again, of that ghastly evening! I didn’t!”
There was silence for a moment. He stared down at me. I wouldn’t look
at him. I turned to look at a brown velvet bee that was buzzing some
flattery or other into the golden ear of a gorse-blossom near by. Then I
heard him say slowly:
“‘Ghastly,’ you call it?”
“Well—! Of _course_!”
“I see,” he said, still more slowly. “You mean that it still rankles. You
haven’t forgotten.... You resent that still, in spite of agreeing to be
friends ... in spite of letting one suppose that—well! that it _wasn’t_
so sickeningly hard for you now, after all. You _do_ bear a grudge then,
still. You mean—” It came out, the last thing I ever expected to hear him
mention!—“that about that kiss!”
“That?” I retorted quickly, and with my airiest laugh, for this seemed
the only way in which to face the paralysingly embarrassing point
he’d seen fit to raise again. “Oh, that! I never gave it a thought,
Billy! I quite understood! Besides, you couldn’t possibly call that
private-theatricals sort of peck a _kiss_, exactly!”
“No,” he returned, as quickly. “You couldn’t, could you?”
He took a step towards me, then caught me to him by the shoulders, and
for a second I thought he was going to gratify the longing which I’d seen
in his eyes any time during that first week of my stay at The Lawn.
I thought he was going to shake me.
But no.
In quicker time than it can be told, his hands had flown from my
shoulders to the pink strings of my sun-bonnet; he’d untied them and
tossed the bonnet on to the nearest hassock of a gorse-bush. He put both
brown hands under my chin and turned my face up to his. Before I could so
much as gasp, he swooped down and kissed me, muttering, “But what could
you call this—and this—and this?” Three times—greedily—on the mouth.
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