Deception -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Fiancées -- Fiction; Love stories
“I’ve brought you this, dear.” It was a glass of ginger wine with two
biscuits laid over the top of it. “I know you stayed in the water too
long this afternoon; you were done up. Drink it up, child.”
I sat up, and she put out her hand to smooth my damp hair while I
finished the glassful.
“That’s better, isn’t it?”
“Much, thank you,” I sighed gratefully; for the wine had seemed very
heartening, and heartening was what I needed. The horrible memory had
come back to me. Two of them, in fact: that of this morning, even before
that of this afternoon. His mother knew nothing of either; _that_ I read
in the pink, December rose of a face under the grey hair. The dear! and I
must leave her....
“I’ve brought you something else too,” she said, almost shyly, like a
schoolgirl who isn’t sure that she won’t be snubbed; “something you’ll
like.”
She put her hand to her soft black muslin bodice, unfastened something
that was hidden inside, and brought out a thin, old-fashioned pendant of
flat gold, slung on a slender golden chain.
She opened it and held it out to me. I took it in my hand and carried it
to the window, where there was still enough light by which to see it well.
Coiled up below the oval glass, faintly gold as thistle-down in sunshine,
and fine as floss-silk, there was a baby’s curl.
“That was the very first curl I ever cut from Billy, the day that he
was christened,” his mother told me softly, sitting on the side of my
bed, while I stood, not knowing how to speak to her, by the window. “He
had such pretty hair always!” she went on, “quite as pretty as Theo’s
is now. Only boys—men always seem to look upon curly hair as a sort of
affliction; they’re never satisfied unless they’re flattening it out with
brushes and horrid stuff out of bottles, are they? And when we all go
back to Sevenoaks again, Nancy—”
I lifted my head to try to interrupt her, to say something about my being
forced to go away before, but no words came; she went on talking, as if
more to herself than to anyone else, of what seemed, just then, almost
unbearable to me.
—“I’ll show you heaps of other little things that belonged to him as
a baby. His very first tiny shirt! They put new babies into shirts
then, you know. Fine linen, with narrow, real lace round the neck and
the little sleeves.... Oh, of course I know those silk-and-wool vests
they have now are much more sensible. I’m _quite_ modern, really.
Still—there’s a lovely embroidered christening-robe of his ... all his
robes. I made others for Blanche and Theo. I’d a fancy to keep them all
separate, so that when they—my babies!—grew up and married they could
have them handed on. So all Billy’s will be for you, Nancy—and the little
locket. I knew you’d care to keep it.”
“I?” I cried, aghast and huskily. I held it back to her. “Oh, no! It’s
not for me!”
“Of course it is. I always meant to give it to his bride on her
wedding-morning.”
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