Deception -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Fiancées -- Fiction; Love stories
So I said, very distinctly, “Even if his extremely easy attention
_hadn’t_ been caught by another girl—the girl he was seeing off to the
Irish boat last night at Holyhead, if you must know!—even if he were
the only man left on board a—a desert-island, I shouldn’t want to marry
Sydney Vandeleur, so now you know!—And you needn’t think, as men always
_do_ think, that it’s sour grapes!” I rushed on before he could put in
a word. “You might ask my chum about that—the very afternoon we had
tea there I nearly offended her by letting her see what I thought of
_him_!—even though he still imagined himself in love with me——”
Here I broke off, for a flying cricket-ball from one of those shrieking
teams we passed had knocked off my companion’s straw hat. He had to pick
it up and then to sling the ball in back to the small and grimy bowler
before he could speak; and I, worked up to it now, didn’t see why he, the
man, should be allowed the passing of every vote of censure, so I went on:
“As for your accusing me of making you look foolish, Mr. Waters, what
about you, with me? What about the other girl? I was, after all, your
official _fiancée_. And—and in that capacity, I might just as well have
objected to your paying so much attention to _her_!”
“What’s this?” he took up very sharply, stopping on the path. “When have
you seen me with another girl?”
“Why! Yesterday! The day before, too!”
“_What——?_” he said, long drawn-out. “Can you mean—_can_ you mean the
daughter of Monsieur Charrier?”
(What did he imagine? Could I mean the figure-head of the _Gwladys
Pritchard_?)
“Of course I mean Mademoiselle Cha——”
“Object to Odette Charrier?” he cried, almost as loudly as Theo might
have done.
And, staring up at him, I saw that the set mask of his face had broken up
into its broadest, most boyish smile. His eyes were full of laughter and
delight....
Ah! How she must hold him, I thought, for her very name so to irradiate
him in a moment!
“_That_,” he said, with the laughter running through his voice,“was so
utterly different.”
“Ah, yes! It’s always ‘different’ in one’s own case. You and another girl
can do as you choose—but you wouldn’t have allowed an inch to me and
another man—_you_ mustn’t be compromised. Well, you should know your own
side of it. All that, I suppose, is what you can’t tell _me_.”
“Exactly!” he said again, and all the smile went out of his face. “This
_dashed_ tangle!”
“But considering it’s all at an end now,” I said reasonably enough, “why
need we go on talking about it?” And then I found that I was holding my
breath in suspense.
Terrified suspense lest he should take me at my word....
I knew then. I knew why I felt so. If we _could_ only “go on”! I asked
for nothing more.
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