Deception -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Fiancées -- Fiction; Love stories
I don’t know whether it was for a minute or for half a second that I was
given over to feeling the true horror of this position; to wondering what
on earth my make-believe _fiancé_ meant me to do about it—what _he_ meant
to do.
Then he—the Governor—decided the matter for me.
With the suddenest of movements he ducked swiftly forward and bent,
without further look or word, to kiss me. I was too petrified to draw
back even the fraction of an inch from the touch of his lips; it brushed
by, scarcely stirring on my cheek, to fall almost roughly on the ripple
of dark hair above my ear.
Then he bolted to the door and held it open for my headlong exit from the
den.
To the sound of an explosive “_That’s_ more like it!” from Uncle Waters.
“You surely never——” (Slam! from the door) I tore across the hall. I
didn’t pause for any more good nights in the drawing-room. I rushed
upstairs to my bedroom.
Here I flung myself down into one of the rosy-chintz chairs by the open
window and gasped while I tried to collect my whirling wits.
* * * * *
What _had_ happened? What was he—that young man—doing to _allow_
anything to happen? His “official” _fiancée_? Was this what he meant by
“official”—it wasn’t what _I_ meant, and I would let him know that. I was
furious with him—His uncle’s fault?—Yes! But he ought to have managed so
that _That_ wasn’t thrust upon me like this.
I _was_ angry!
Then I couldn’t help laughing a little at the mad incongruity of it.
Kissed, by Still Waters!
What could he think I thought of it? What was _he_ thinking about it all
now, downstairs there with those other two horrible men? What was his
Uncle Albert thinking? Chuckling and laughing, ho, ho! I expected....
That ghastly moment!
That ghastly, _ghastly_ moment!...
Thank goodness that the Governor did at least end it as soon as was
humanly possible. And, after all, that quick gesture of his hardly counts
as a kiss. I’ve seen the love-scenes in private theatricals carried out
just like that by bashful amateurs. A stage-kiss; a sham one; in fact, no
kiss at all.
Well, that, anyhow, was decent of Still Waters....
But _was_ it? Was he thinking of _my_ feelings? I don’t believe he was.
I believe—at least, a month ago I might have believed—with the rest
of the girls at the office, that that would be his only conception of
kissing a girl. I can’t believe that now—not of a brother of Theo’s and
Blanche’s—not of a son of Mrs. Waters’s! His father, Blanche said, was so
devoted to her ... their boy would have inherited some sort of idea of
the real thing! Besides, a young man who’s already surprised me by being
able to sing like that, and to be keen on dancing, and to win swimming
competitions, and to look, sometimes, quite _human_! Oh, no!
It was _meant_ for being decent.
He’d scarcely touched me—except just on the hair.
Then I felt furious again.
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