United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"Thus you see that in the first severe conflict of the day, and when
pitted against numbers comparatively equal, we won a decided victory."
Both the major and Hilland drew a long breath of relief; and the former
said: "I have been hasty and unjust in my censure. If that raw militia
could be made to fight at all, it can in time be made to fight well.
Mr. Graham, you have deeply gratified an old soldier to-night by
describing scenes that carry me back to the grand era of my life. I
believe I was born to be a soldier; and my old campaigns stand out in
memory like sun-lighted mountain-tops. Forgive such high-flown talk--I
know it's not like me--but I've had to-night some of my old battle
excitement. I never thought to feel it again. We'll hear the rest of
your story to-morrow. I outrank you all, by age at least; and I now
order 'taps.'"
Graham was not sorry, for in strong reaction a sudden sense of almost
mortal weakness overcame him. Even the presence of Grace, for whose
sake, after all, he had unconsciously told his story, could not sustain
him any longer, and he sank back looking very white.
"You _have_ overexerted yourself," she said gently, coming, to his
side. "You should have stopped when I cautioned you; or rather, we
should have been more thoughtful."
"Perhaps I have overrated my strength--it's a fault of mine," was his
smiling reply, "I shall be perfectly well after a night's rest."
He had looked up at her as he spoke; and in that moment of weakness
there was a wistful, hungry look in his eyes that smote her heart.
A shallow, silly woman, or an intensely selfish one, would have
exulted. Here was a man, cool, strong, and masterful among other men--a
man who had gone to the other side of the globe to escape her
power--one who within the last few days had witnessed a battle with thes
quiet poise that enabled him to study it as an artist or a tactician;
and yet he could not keep his eyes from betraying the truth that there
was something within his heart stronger than himself.
Did Grace Hilland lay this flattering unction to her soul? No. She went
away inexpressibly sad. She felt that two battle scenes had been
presented to her mind; and the conflict that had been waged silently,
patiently, and unceasingly in a strong man's soul had to her the higher
elements of heroism. It was another of those wretched problems offered
by this imperfect world for which there seems no remedy.
When Hilland hastened over to see his friend and add a few hearty words
to those he had already spoken, he was told that he was sleeping.
CHAPTER XXI
THE LOGIC OF EVENTS
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