United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
A few days later Grace welcomed her husband with a long, close embrace,
but with streaming eyes; while he bowed his head upon her shoulder and
groaned in the bitterness of his spirit.
"Next to losing you, Grace," he said, "this is the heaviest blow I
could receive; and to think that he gave his life for me! How can I
ever face Mrs. Mayburn?"
But his wife comforted him as only she knew how to soothe and bless;
and Mrs. Mayburn saw that he was as sincere a mourner as herself.
Moreover they would not despair of Graham, for although he had been
seen to fall, he might only have been wounded and made a prisoner. Thus
the bitterness of their grief was mitigated by hope.
This hope was fulfilled in a most unexpected way, by a cheerful letter
from Graham himself; and the explanation of this fact requires that the
story should return to him.
He thought that the sentence of death which he had passed upon himself
had been carried into effect. He had felt himself falling, and then
there had been sudden darkness. Like a dim taper flickering in the
night, the spark of life began to kindle again. At first he was
conscious of but one truth-that he was not dead. Where he now was, in
this world or some other, what he now was, he did not know; but the
essential _ego_, Alford Graham, had not ceased to exist. The fact
filled him with a dull, wondering awe. Memory slowly revived, and its
last impression was that he was to die and had died, and yet he was not
dead.
As a man's characteristic traits will first assert themselves, he lay
still and feebly tried to comprehend it all. Suddenly a strange, horrid
sound smote upon his senses and froze his blood with dread. It must be
life after death, for only his mind appeared to have any existence. He
could not move. Again the unearthly sound, which could not be a human
shriek, was repeated; and by half-involuntary and desperate effort he
started up and looked around. The scene at first was obscure, confused,
and awful. His eye could not explain it, and he instinctively stretched
out his hands; and through the sense of touch all that had happened
came back to his confused brain. He first felt of himself, passed his
hand over his forehead, his body, his limbs: he certainly was in the
flesh, and that to his awakening intelligence meant much, since it
accorded with his belief that life and the body were inseparable. Then
he felt around him in the darkness, and his hands touched the grassy
field. This fact righted him speedily. As in the old fable, when he
touched the earth he was strong. He next noted that his head rested on
a smooth rock that rose but little above the plain, and that he must
have fallen upon it. He sat up and looked around; and as the brain
gradually resumed its action after its terrible shock, the situation
became intelligible. The awful sounds that he had heard came from a
wounded horse that was struggling feebly in the light of the rising
moon, now in her last quarter.
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