United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"I am young--only sixteen-but mamma's death and the responsibility it
brought me made my childhood brief. Then Henry is five years older than
I, and I always played with him, and, of course, you know I tried to
reach up to those things that he thought about and did. I've never been
to school. Papa is educating me, and oh, he knows so much, and he makes
knowledge so interesting, that I can't help learning a little. And then
Henry's going into the war, and all that is happening, makes me feel so
very, very old and sad at times;" and so she continued in low tones to
tell about herself and Henry and her father, of their hopes of final
victory, and all that made up her life. This she did with a guileless
frankness, and yet with a refined reserve that was indescribable in its
simple pathos and beauty. In spite of himself Graham was charmed and
soothed, while he wondered at the exquisite blending of girlhood and
womanhood in his guide. She also questioned him about the North and the
lands he had visited, about his aunt and Grace and her father; and
Graham's tremulous tones as he spoke of Grace led her to say
sorrowfully, "Ah, she is very, very dear to you also."
"Yes," he said, imitating her frankness, "she is dearer to me than my
life. I would gladly have died in Hilland's place to have saved her
this sorrow. Were it not for the hope of serving her in some way, death
would have few terrors to me. There, my child, I have spoken to you as
I have to only one other, my dear old aunty, who is like a mother. Your
noble trust begets trust."
Then he became aware that she was crying bitterly.
"Pearl, Pearl," he said, "don't cry. I have become accustomed to a sad
heart, and it's an old, old story."
"Oh, Mr. Graham, I remember hearing mamma say once that women learn
more through their hearts than their heads. I have often thought of her
words, and I think they must be true. Almost from the first my heart
told me that there was something about you which made you different
from other people. Why is the world so full of trouble of every kind?
Ah, well, papa has taught me that heaven will make amends for
everything."
They had now reached a little clearing, and Rita said that they were
near Jehu's cabin, and that their final words had better be said before
awakening the old man. "I must bathe my face, too," she added, "for he
would not understand my tears," and went to a clear little spring but a
few paces away.
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