United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Grace was greatly agitated when she heard of Graham's arrival; and two
or three hours elapsed before she was able to be carried down and
placed on the sofa in the library. He, out in the darkness on the
piazza, watched with eyes that glowed like coals--watched as he had
done in the most desperate emergency of all the bloody years of battle.
He saw her again, and in her wasted, helpless form, her hollow cheeks,
her bloodless face, with its weary, hopeless look, her mortal weakness,
he clearly recognized his _sombre rivals_, _Grief and Death_; and with
a look of indomitable resolution he raised his hand and vowed that he
would enter the lists against them. If it were within the scope of
human will he would drive them from their prey.
His aunt met him in the hall and whispered, "Be gentle."
"Remain here," was his low reply. "I have also sent for Dr. Markham;"
and he entered.
Grace reached out to him both her hands as she said, "Oh, Alford, you
are barely in time. It is a comfort beyond all words to see you
before--before--" She could not finish the sinister sentence.
He gravely and silently took her hands, and sat down beside her.
"I know I disappoint you," she continued. "I've been your evil genius,
I've saddened your whole life; and you have been so true and faithful!
Promise me, Alford, that after I'm gone you will not let my blighted
life cast its shadow over your future years. How strangely stern you
look!"
"So you intend to die, Grace?" were his first, low words.
"Intend to die?"
"Yes. Do you think you are doing right by your father in dying?"
"Dear, dear papa! I have long ceased to be a comfort to him. He, too,
will be better when I am gone. I am now a hopeless grief to him.
Alford, dear Alford, do not look at me in that way."
"How else can I look? Do you not comprehend what your death means to
_me_, if not to others?"
"Alford, can I help it?"
"Certainly you can. It will be sheer, downright selfishness for you to
die. It will be your one unworthy act. You have no disease: you have
only to comply with the conditions of life in order to live."
"You are mistaken," she said, the faintest possible color coming into
her face. "The bullet that caused Warren's death has been equally fatal
to me. Have I not tried to live?"
"I do not ask you to _try_ to live, but to _live_. Nay, more, I demand
it; and I have the right. I ask for nothing more. Although I have loved
you, idolized you, all these years, I ask only that you comply with the
conditions of life and live." The color deepened perceptibly under his
emphatic words, and she said, "Can a woman live whose heart, and hope,
and soul, if she has one, are dead and buried?"
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