United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Graham laughed--he could laugh in his present hopefulness--as he
replied, "I agree with you fully. If there is a personal Creator of the
universe, I certainly am a small object in it." "That's not what I've
been taught to believe either; nor is it according to my reason. An
infinite God could give as much attention to you as to the solar
system."
"From the present aspect of the world, a great deal would appear
neglected," Graham replied, with a shrug.
"Come, Colonel Graham," said the major, a little sharply, "you and I
have both heard the rank and file grumble over the tactics of their
general. It often turned out that the general knew more than the men.
But it's nice business for me to be talking religion to you or any one
else;" and the idea struck him as so comical that he laughed outright.
Mrs. Mayburn, who entered at that moment, said: "That's a welcome
sound. I can't remember, Major, when I've heard you laugh. Alford, you
are a magician. Grace is sleeping quietly."
"Little wonder! What have I had to laugh about?" said the major. "But
melancholy itself would laugh at my joke to-night. Would you believe
it, I've been talking religion to the colonel,--if I haven't!"
"I think it's time religion was talked to all of us."
"Oh, now, Mrs. Mayburn, don't you begin. You haven't any God any more
than Graham has. You have a jumble of old-fashioned theological
attributes, that are of no more practical use to you than the doctrines
of Aristotle. Please ring for Jinny, and tell her to bring us a bottle
of wine and some cake. I want to drink to Grace's health. If I could
see her smile again I'd fire a _feu de joie_ if I could find any
ordnance larger than a popgun. Don't laugh at me, friends," he added,
wiping the tears from his dim old eyes; "but the bare thought that
Grace will live to bless my last few days almost turns my head. Where
is Dr. Markham?"
"He had other patients to see, and said he would return by and by,"
Mrs. Mayburn replied.
"It's time we had a little relief," she continued, "whatever the future
may be. The slow, steady pressure of anxiety and fear was becoming
unendurable. I could scarcely have suffered more if Grace had been my
own child; and I feared for you, Alford, quite as much."
"And with good reason," he said, quietly.
She gave him a keen look, and then did as the major had requested.
"Come, friends," cried he, "let us give up this evening to hope and
cheer. Let what will come on the morrow, we'll have at least one more
gleam of wintry sunshine to-day."
Filling the glasses of all with his trembling hand, he added, when they
were alone: "Here's to my darling's health. May the good God spare her,
and spare us all, to see brighter days. Because I'm not good, is no
reason why He isn't."
"Amen!" cried the old lady, with Methodistic fervor.
"What are you saying amen to?--that I'm not good?"
"Oh, I imagine we all average about alike," was her grim reply--"the
more shame to us all!"
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