United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"I could not," he replied, desperately. "As I told you, there is a
limit to every man's strength. I see it all in your face and
manner--what I feared, what I warned Dr. Markham against. Listen to me.
I shall take you home at once. You are well. You will not require my
further care, and you need never see my face again."
"And you, Alford?" she faltered.
"Do not ask about me. Beyond the hour when I place you in your father's
arms I know nothing. I have reached my limit. I have made the last
sacrifice of which I am capable. If you go back as you are now, you are
saved from a fate which it seemed to me you would most shrink from
could you know it--the coarse, unfeeling touch and care of strangers
who could have treated you in your helplessness as they chose. You
might have regained your reason years hence, only to find that those
who loved you were broken-hearted, lost, gone. They are now well and
waiting for you. Here are their letters, written from week to week and
breathing hope and cheer. Here is the last one from your father,
written in immediate response to mine. In it he says, 'My hand
trembles, but it is more from joy than age.' You were gaining steadily,
although only as a child's intelligence develops. He writes, 'I shall
have my little Grace once more, and see her mind grow up into her
beautiful form.'"
She bent her head low to hide the tears that were falling fast as she
faltered: "Was it wholly self-sacrifice when you married me?"
"Yes--in the fear of this hour, the bitterest of my life--yes. It has
followed me like a spectre through every waking and sleeping hour.
Please make the wide distinction. My care for you, the giving up of my
life for you, is nothing. That I should have done in any case, as far
as I could. But with my knowledge of your nature and your past, I could
not seem to take advantage of your helplessness without an unspeakable
dread. When shown by the best human skill that I could thus save you,
or at least ensure that you would ever have gentle, sympathetic care, I
resolved to risk the last extremity of evil to myself for your sake.
Now you have the whole truth."
She rose and came swiftly to him--for he had scarcely entered the room
in his wish to show her respect--and putting her arm around his neck,
while she laid her head upon his breast, said gently and firmly: "The
sacrifice shall not be all on your side. I have never consciously
promised to be your wife, but now, as far as my poor broken spirit will
permit, I do promise it. But be patient with me, Alford. Do not expect
what I have not the power to give. I can only promise that all there is
left of poor Grace Hilland's heart--if aught--shall be yours."
Then for the first time in his life the strong man gave way. He
disengaged her so hastily as to seem almost rough, and fell forward on
the couch unconscious. The long strain of years had culminated in the
hour he so dreaded, and in the sudden revulsion caused by her words
nature gave way.
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