United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Whist was dispensed with the last night they were together, for the
evening was close, and all were weary. Grace thought Graham looked
positively haggard; but, whether by design or chance, he kept in the
shadows of the piazza most of the time. Still she had to admit that he
was the life of the party. Mrs. Mayburn was apparently so overcome by
the heat as to be comparatively silent; and Hilland openly admitted
that the July day and his exertions had used him up. Therefore the last
gathering at the St. Johns' cottage came to a speedy end; and Graham
not only said good-night, but also good-by; for, as he explained,
business called him to town early the following morning. He parted
fraternally with Hilland, giving a promise to spend a day with him
before he sailed for Europe. Then he broke away, giving Grace as a
farewell only a strong, warm pressure of the hand, and hastened after
his aunt, who had walked on slowly before. The major, after many
friendly expressions, had retired quite early in the evening.
Grace saw the dark outline of Graham's form disappear like a shadow,
and every day thereafter he grew more shadowy to her. To a degree she
did not imagine possible he had baffled her scrutiny and left her in
doubt. Either he had quietly and philosophically accepted the
situation, or he wished her to think so. In either case there was
nothing to be done. Once away with father and lover she had HER world
with her; and life grew richer and more full of content every day.
Lassitude and almost desperate weariness were in Graham's step as he
came up the path the following evening, for there was no further reason
to keep up the part he was acting. When he greeted his aunt he tried to
appear cheerful, but she said gently, "Put on no mask before me,
Alford. Make no further effort. You have baffled even Grace, and
thoroughly satisfied your friend that all is well. Let the strain cease
now; and let my home be a refuge while you remain. Your wound is one
that time only can heal. You have made an heroic struggle not to mar
their happiness, and I am proud of you for it. But don't try to deceive
me or put the spur any longer to your jaded spirit. Reaction into new
hopes and a new life will come all the sooner if you give way for the
present to your mood."
The wise old woman would have been right in dealing with most natures.
But Graham would not give way to his bitter disappointment, and for him
there would come no reaction. He quietly read to her the evening
papers, and after she had retired stole out and gazed for hours on the
St. John cottage, the casket that had contained for him the jewel of
the world. Then, compressing his lips, he returned to his room with the
final decision, "I will be her friend for life; but it must be an
absent friend. I think my will is strong; but half the width of the
world must be between us."
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