The corridor was very dim, and full of gusty flaws. It was night, and
the rain beat upon the windows. Without, it was all a chaos of
cavernous glooms and myriad-drawn threads of water, weaving cloud to
earth in one inextricable bondage. The darkness lay upon the King’s
heart like a tombstone. He cried to One in his agony to lift it, and
bid the dead arise and come forth. He seemed to feel the cerements
about his limbs, the headcloth binding and stupefying his brain. He
talked incessantly to himself--prayers, expostulations, even
blasphemies--though he did not know it. A fearful thought was haunting
him persistently--the thought that his reason was once more succumbing
to the illness which had seized and overwhelmed it in the fifth year
of his reign. He gasped and shivered in the stress of that
apprehension. Providence had then thought fit to restore him, after a
few terrible weeks of possession; would not a renewed attack signify
his proved unworthiness of Its favours, and his abandonment by It to
the powers of darkness, this time for all eternity?
He uttered a sudden cry, and, sinking into a chair, covered his face
with his hands. The storm screamed above him, dashing its torrents on
the glass. Only that fragile glaze stood between him and the besieging
horrors. In a minute, in a moment, they must be through, and he would
be claimed by them and damned for evermore.
He fought kingly to rally his nerves. A crown! A monstrous destiny!
Yes, but its divine virtues engendered like qualities in those meet
and resolute to assume them. He had striven, he would strive, to
honour, according to his lights, the trust reposed in him. The will
was his, if the lights were Heaven’s. God might decree him a fool; He
should never call him a coward.
He rose to his feet once more and looked pallidly from the window. The
sky was full of countless faces, and all gibing and distorted. There
was not one among them but was known to him, or had been, though he
could not recall when or how. Statesmen, warriors, servants, kith and
kin--torn this way and that, they mingled, a multitudinous galaxy of
spectres, with the darkness, and hemmed him in, a wall of mowing
visages.
To stand thus and gaze upon the throng was to drink the very utterness
of despair. Had none a gentle look for him? Were all kings doomed so
to realise their loneliness in the vast of time? No mercy for him; no
hope, no love. How was it possible to love one so singly exalted, so
isolated from all contact with the dear common human emotions? Was it
not appalling to be a king!
Sudden through the dark, through the twisted faces, a light twinkled.
He started, he stared, he drew a deep ecstatic breath. He thought he
heard a voice saying “Arise, and come forth!” and he shook the bandage
from his head and stood erect.
The light! O God, not one, but infinite! Like daisies opening upon a
hill, they climbed that wall of darkness and spread from town to sky.
And in their blossoming the faces were gone.
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