And then in a moment he saw and understood. The wind had fallen, the
sky was full of stars: they laughed and twinkled above the twinkling
city. He was looking from a window of St. James’s Palace across the
Mall----
What had happened? What had been affecting him a moment ago? He
breathed a prayer of fervid thanksgiving to Heaven for his quick
emergence from that terrific shadow--called down by what? He believed
he penetrated the cause. It was only yesterday that the _pourparlers_
for his marriage had been begun; and was he so inhuman, or so
superhuman, that, unlike all other men, he might experience no shock,
no temporary unbalance of reason, in the immediate prospect of that
tremendous change? Nay, was not the prospect more distracting for him
than for most? seeing that no sentiment warmer than duty--duty to his
people, duty to his succession--coloured its cold inevitability. He
had heard of men, though bond-slaves to love, killing themselves in
their inability to face that more lifelong bondage. What wonder that,
in his case, a contract so based on policy should have terrified his
reason in the thought?
Well--he was well now, he was well. The loveless lot of kings? That
had been the chimera of a fancy momentarily diseased. No love for
kings? He laughed softly to himself, and, crossing his arms on the
sill, leaned down his face into them.
And then instantly a dream came to him. The stars of the sky--first
one, then another, then dripping streams of them--descended from their
high places and, enshrining themselves in crystal, became the lamps of
the city. Faster and faster they poured, until he was treading a very
milky-way of radiance. He could hardly see his path for the brightness
as he walked--for, yes, he was walking! Half dazzled, with the glowing
smile of all things reflected on his face, he pushed his way through
the golden mist. It was jewelled and spangled everywhere with
glittering thoughts; one might hardly know it for the London of one’s
daily experience. He remembered when he had first encountered this
transformation--he, a serious, well-intentioned young prince,
resolute, in his sober, unimaginative way, to justify his election
before the face of Heaven--and how of a sudden some spirit exquisite
beyond conception had usurped in him the place of duty.
No, not usurped, but sanctified. Self-fulfilled through love, his debt
to Heaven and his country would find him tenfold strengthened in its
discharge.
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