Christian fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Perhaps," interposed Mr. Islay, whose ears had been open for some
moments toward this conversation,--"perhaps such minds find the proof
insufficient only because they have not yet been able to look at it in
the right light."
"What light do you mean?" asked Doctor Remy, a little doubtfully.
"The light of a renewed heart and an obedient life. No man apprehends
the truths of Christianity clearly, nor believes them with a belief
that is worth anything, until he feels his own personal need of them.
When that time comes, he catches hold of them, without proof, as it
were,--or, at least, without other proof than their felt adaptation to
that intense need,---just as a man who is hungry and thirsty accepts
convenient food without troubling himself about its chemical analysis.
Then, holding them fast, and feeling how perfectly they meet his wants,
what strength and satisfaction they give to his mind, and what symmetry
and dignity they impart to his life, he begins to look back over the
long line of prophecy and testimony for proof, and finds it ample. Men
are prone to forget, Dr. Remy, that the natural order--as we see in
children--is through the heart to the intellect, not through the
intellect to the heart."
"But," objected Doctor Remy, "if a man is not sensible of any such
personal need, how is he to be made to feel it?"
"Who can tell?" responded Mr. Islay, solemnly. "If the eye sees no
comeliness in Christ, to desire Him, if the heart feels no void which
craves His fulness, no pang which needs His healing, who can tell when
the one will be opened, the other emptied or smitten? 'The wind
bloweth where it listeth.' But I can tell you, Doctor Remy, how a man
can postpone the time of conviction to the last moment, perhaps to the
very end."
"Indeed," answered Doctor Remy, lifting his eyebrows. "May I ask for
the formula?"
"Simply by leading a life of deliberate, habitual sin and selfishness.
There is nothing like sin for blinding the eyes, and misleading the
judgment, in regard to spiritual things. Indeed, if I desired to shake
my own faith in Christ to the very centre, I know no way in which I
could do it so surely as by committing some dreadful crime--murder, for
instance. All my views of life and death, earth and heaven, would at
once become distorted and confused, just as all my thoughts and aims
would immediately take a new direction."
Mr. Islay being on the same side of the table as his interlocutor,
could not observe the latter's sudden change of countenance; but
Bergan, sitting opposite, was surprised to see the doctor's face darken
with some powerful emotion, while he shot a furtive, suspicious glance
at the speaker. Yet his voice, when he spoke, was studiously low and
even, so much so that its latent venom was unnoticed by the majority of
the party.
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