Christian fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
vague mournfulness, blending into one, irresistible fascination. No
doubt, Astra had been made to feel it still more keenly; no doubt, too,
she had been led to believe that whatever was amiss in the doctor's
beliefs would yield readily to her influence,--that he would prove
scarcely less plastic in her hands than the clay wherewith she was wont
to deal so cunningly.
Yet Bergan could not help wondering a little at the doctor's ready
success. Astra's genius, he thought, should have saved her from any
hasty bestowal of her affections. He did not know that, in this
regard, a woman of genius differs little from the most commonplace of
her sisters. She gives her affections as trustfully, and flings
herself away as freely, as the silliest of them all.
Having gotten to this point in his meditations, and also to the middle
of the open field, back of the garden, Bergan could not help turning
and looking toward the thicket, the neighborhood of which he had so
hastily quitted. His face grew troubled and anxious, as he gazed. Was
Doctor Remy anywise worthy of the heart that he had won? Bergan shook
his head ruefully, as he asked himself this question. Without intent
or wish of his own--in spite, even, of some strenuous efforts to the
contrary--a deep distrust of the doctor had rooted itself in his mind.
Though it gave but scanty justification of itself to his intellect, and
was not allowed to show itself in his actions; though, now and then, he
made a sturdy effort to uproot it, and cast it out, as an ungenerous
return for kindness, or something that looked like it; it,
nevertheless, kept its ground, and quietly strengthened itself there.
It did not fail, now, to thrust itself into view, as a partial answer
to his question. The bright spring landscape, with its crowded leaf
and bloom, and its rich promise of fruit, seemed to darken with a
shadow from Astra's future, as thus revealed to him. Must the promise
of seed-time and harvest fail, then, only in the moral world?
Though Bergan, driven by a nice sense of honor, had fled so
precipitately from the voices and the neighborhood of the lovers, there
is no reason why the reader may not return thither, and see what is to
be learned from their conversation.
"I cannot think it right," said Astra, "to leave mother in ignorance
any longer."
"Do you think, then," asked Doctor Remy, reproachfully, "that I would
ask you to do anything wrong?"
Astra hesitated for a moment. Perhaps it then and there occurred to
her, for the first time, that the doctor's standard of right was likely
to differ from her own, in the same ratio as his religious faith.
Doctor Remy did not wait for the tardy answer. Putting his arm round
Astra, he drew her head on to his shoulder. The movement might have
been prompted by tenderness; none the less, it had the effect to take
his face out of her line of vision.
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