Christian fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Astra was hard at work now. Every hour, her clay model grew in
strength or symmetry under her rapid touches. Yet her hope of finding
clearness and quietness of mind in the exercise of her beloved art, had
been wofully disappointed. The phantoms of doubt and anxiety which had
haunted her idleness were not laid by her industry, but only held in
abeyance until the inevitable moment of exhaustion, or of suspended
inspiration, brought them upon her again, with tenfold power to annoy.
Do what she would, she could not shut her eyes to the fact that a
change had come over Doctor Remy, nor prevent herself from speculating
as to its nature and cause. At first, it was only that miserable and
dream-like change of look and manner which forbids one to complain,
because it gives no lucid explanation of itself to the intellect,
however it may disturb and depress the heart. Its effect was magical,
nevertheless, in clearing Astra's vision from that soft, transfiguring
haze of the imagination through which love delights to gaze at its
object, and in giving her occasional glimpses into the depths and
intricacies of Doctor Remy's character. Unconsciously, whenever he
came near her, she fell to watching his words, his tones, his looks,
even his motions and attitudes, for indications of the hidden, inner
man, upon whose qualities and tendencies her happiness so largely
depended. The object of this scrutiny was too keen-witted not to be
aware of it, and too subtile not to avail himself of it to further his
own ends. With apparent carelessness, but consummate art, he allowed
more and more of his true character to come to the surface; he showed
himself scornful toward religion, faithless toward mankind, indifferent
and unsympathizing toward herself, in the hope of quickly transforming
her affection into disgust, and forcing her to put a speedy end to
their engagement. Doing this whenever he met her, he none the less
took good care to make it manifest that he avoided her as far as
possible.
Under these circumstances, no wonder that Astra grew pale and thin,
that alternately she worked as in a fever, or stood idle as in a dream,
that her old, cheery alacrity gave place to sombre restlessness, and
her glow of happy spirits to pale depression, that, in short, she
speedily became so unlike herself as greatly to alarm Mrs. Lyte, who
finally appealed to Doctor Remy. He was only too glad to prescribe
immediate change of air and scene.
Mrs. Lyte stood aghast.
"I do not see how I can manage it," said she, slowly. "My income is
just sufficient for our present mode of life; there is no surplus to
meet the added expense of a health trip."
Doctor Remy mused for a moment. "We will talk over this matter again,"
said he, at length, looking at his watch; "just now I have an
engagement. But trust my assurance that wherever there is a plain
necessity for a thing, there is a way to obtain it. Good morning."
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