Christian fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
He went out as he spoke, closing the door behind him. In his
excitement, he used more force than he was aware of, and it fell to
with a clangor that reverberated loudly through the large, uncarpeted
room, and jarred painfully upon Astra's nerves. She shivered, and her
eyes fell upon the clay figure. Apparently, it was trembling with
sympathetic emotion; it even bent toward her, as if suddenly endued
with life; for one moment, the old fable of Pygmalion seemed coming
true, in her modern experience. Then, the limbs gave way, the trunk
fell forward, down went Bearer and Child together, the faces of each
giving her one last, distorted look of malign meaning, ere they crushed
into fragments on the platform.
"It is not the only ruin that he has left behind him," murmured Astra
to herself, with a sad and bitter smile.
In another moment, she too began to sink. The long fever of suspense
was ended; the excitement that had carried her through the late trying
interview was over; the inevitable time of reaction and depression had
come. The thought of the terrible blank left in her heart and life, of
the woful loss of affection, faith, and hope, that she had suffered, of
the miserable waste in her past, and of the chaotic emptiness in her
future, came over her with awful force. Slowly she sank, as if an
invisible weight were pressing her to the earth. Settling upon her
knees, she leaned her head on the ruins of her statue, and shook with
sobs of tearless agony.
She knew not how long a time went by thus; it seemed to her to stretch
its slow length over an age. But it is a merciful provision that acute
sorrow soon exhausts itself. The mind, like the body, has beneficent
limits to its power of endurance. In due time, Astra exchanged the
anguish of wretchedness for its torpor. Her sobs died away, the
convulsive trembling of her frame ceased, she sat up and looked around
her with a face of quiet misery. Perhaps it was a little hard, too.
Her pride was coming to her aid in bearing the burden for which, she
told herself, she was largely accountable, and must therefore struggle
along with as best she could. It was miraculously heavy, it would tax
all her strength and resolution, she saw that plainly enough; but she
forgot to look into it for any sign of divine origin, or promise of
divine help. The baleful effect of Doctor Remy's influence still
followed her, making God an overhanging Law, instead of a surrounding
Love. She could not even read aright the lesson of her own fragments
of clay!
She was struggling up to her feet, when Mrs. Lyte hurriedly entered,
holding an open letter in her hand, and looking both frightened and
bewildered. Perhaps nothing could have been better for either mother
or daughter, at that moment, than to see the other's troubled face. In
both countenances, there was a quick change of expression,--something
of sorrow and anxiety gone, something of loving sympathy in its
place,--as each uttered the eager inquiry;--
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