Christian fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
A very few moments sufficed for Bergan to remove the traces of his
early morning walk, and rejoin his new acquaintance in the
breakfast-room. The two gentlemen at once seated themselves on
opposite sides of the table. An opportunity was thus afforded them to
observe each other at their leisure, of which Bergan was first to avail
himself. His interest had been awakened by the doctor's peculiar style
of conversation.
He saw before him a man of medium height and compactly built figure.
His locks had been touched by thought or care to a premature grayness,
for he had scarcely yet entered upon middle age. His features were
regular, and would have been handsome had they been less keenly and
coldly intellectual,--the physical mould was forgotten in the mental
one that made itself so much more manifest. Their expression was one
of active intelligence and calm force, embittered, at the mouth, by a
touch of scorn. Yet the face did not absolutely repel; for many minds,
it would possess an inscrutable fascination. It provoked study; it
challenged the imagination and the understanding.
The doctor's conversation was marked by a curious frankness, and an
equally curious reserve. He made no scruple whatever of opening to the
light of day shadowy recesses of motive and aim that most men would
studiously close, nor of putting himself at odds with the world on
various points of social or moral ethics, nor of boldly questioning and
criticising much that mankind consents to hold in reverence. Yet, at
the end of an hour's conversation, though he had talked readily and
fluently on many subjects, and said something true, or profound, or
brilliant, or suggestive, about each, his interested, amused, startled,
and bewildered hearer could find almost no _residuum_ of his real
opinions about any of them. It was impossible to decide where he had
been in jest, and where in earnest; through his most serious argument
had run a vein of mockery, from under his profoundest thought had
peeped forth a hidden sarcasm. His creed, social, moral, and
political, continually slipped through the seeker's fingers in subtle,
witty, or scornful negations and controversions.
Not that Bergan was conscious of this, at the moment,--nor, indeed,
until after many days of familiar intercourse. He recognized in the
doctor an intellectual cultivation of no ordinary depth and scope; he
was interested and well-nigh dazzled by his originality of thought, the
boldness of his attacks, and the freedom of his speculations; but the
dubious aspect of his own affairs continually rose before him to harass
his mind and distract his attention;--he was himself incapable of close
observation or continuous thought. After a time, his glance sank upon
his plate, or wandered aimlessly out of the window: though he forgot no
requirement of courtesy, he was often in a state of semi-abstraction.
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