Holly: The Romance of a Southern GirlBarbour, Ralph Henry
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Holly: The Romance of a Southern Girl
Barbour, Ralph Henry
Courtship -- Fiction; Love stories; Southern States -- Fiction
The sudden rage of jealousy which had surged over him down there in
the dining-room had opened his eyes. He realized now that he had been
falling in love with her, deeper and deeper every day, ever since his
arrival at Waynewood. He had been blinding himself with all sorts of
excuses, but to-day they were no longer convincing. He had made a
beastly mess of things. If he had only had the common sense to look
the situation fairly in the face a month ago! It would have been so
simple then to have beat a retreat. Now he might retreat as far as he
could go without undoing the damage. Well, thank Heaven, there was no
harm done to anyone save himself! Then he recalled the startled look in
Holly’s brown eyes and wondered what she had read in his face. Could
she have guessed? Nonsense; he was too old to parade his emotions like
a school-boy. Doubtless he had looked annoyed, disgusted, and Holly
had seen it and probably resented it. That was all. Had he unwittingly
done anything to cause her to suspect? He strove to remember. No, the
secret was safe. He sighed with relief. Thank Heaven for that! If she
ever guessed his feelings what a fool she would think him, what a
middle-aged, sentimental ass! And how she would laugh! But no, perhaps
she wouldn’t do just that; she was too kind-hearted; but she would be
amused. Winthrop’s cheeks burned at the thought.
Granted all this, what was to be done? Run away? To what end? Running
away wouldn’t undo what was done. Now that he realized what had
happened he could keep guard on himself. None suspected, none need ever
suspect, Holly least of all. It would be foolish to punish himself
unnecessarily for what, after all, was no offense. No; he would stay at
Waynewood; he would see Holly each day, and he would cure himself of
what, after all, was――could be――only a sentimental attachment evolved
from propinquity and idleness. Holly was going to marry Julian; and
even were she not――――. Winthrop glanced toward the photograph frame on
the bureau――there were circumstances which forbade him entering the
field. Holly was not for him. Surely if one thoroughly realized that
a thing was unobtainable he must cease to desire it in time. That was
common sense. He knocked the ashes from his pipe and arose.
“That’s it, Robert, my boy,” he muttered. “Common sense. If you’ll just
stick to that you’ll come out all right. There’s nothing like a little,
hard, plain common sense to knock the wind out of sentiment. Common
sense, my boy, common sense!”
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