Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
What, then, was his grief, his vexation, almost his despair, when he
recognized in the poem selected, the verses he thought and believed he
had burned the morning after they were written; and which in print, and
read by his sober self, seemed such a heartless, glaring, cruel insult,
not only on a fellow-creature, but a minister of God, that he felt
almost overwhelmed. What could he do? Mr. Harris was not to blame, for
he had made no reservation as to the contents of his portfolio. His
name, indeed, was not to them, and only having been read lightly once to
his companions of that hateful supper--for so he now felt it--almost all
of whom were not perfectly sober, there was a chance of their never
being recognized as his, and as their subject did not live near any town
where the paper was likely to circulate, might never meet his eye. But
all this was poor comfort. The paper was very seldom seen at Oakwood,
but its contents were often spoken of before his parents, and how could
he endure a reference to those verses, how bear this accumulation of
concealment, and, as he felt, deceit, and all sprung from the one
thoughtless act of ordering an expensive and unnecessary indulgence,
without sufficient consideration how it was to be paid. To tell his
father, avow himself the author of such a satire, and on such a subject,
he could not. Could he tell his mother, and implore her intercession?
that seemed like a want of confidence in his father--no--if he ever
could gain courage to confess it, it should be to Mr. Hamilton alone;
but the more he thought, the more, for the first time, his courage
failed. It was only the day before his visit to Lady Helen's that he
had discovered this accumulation of misfortune, and therefore it was not
much wonder he was so dispirited. Two days afterward Herbert, with a
blushing cheek and very timid voice, asked his father to grant him a
great favor. He was almost afraid to ask it, he said, but he hoped and
believed his parent would trust his assurance that it was for nothing
improper. It was that he might be from home next day unattended for
several hours. He should go on horseback, but he was so accustomed to
ride, and his horse was so steady, he hoped he might be allowed to go
alone. Mr. Hamilton looked very much surprised, as did all present. That
the quiet, studious Herbert should wish to give up his favorite
pursuits, so soon too after Mr. Howard's return, and go on what appeared
such a mysterious excursion, was something so extraordinary, that
various expressions of surprise broke from his sisters and Edward. Percy
did look up but made no observation. Mr. Hamilton only paused, however,
to consult his wife's face and then replied--
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