Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
The next night, to Ellen's disposition, was a greater trial than the
Friday. She neither expected, nor hardly wished to be allowed to go to
Mr. Howard's, though, as the affectionate Emmeline had come to wish her
good night, and with tears in her eyes repeated the regrets that she was
not to go, she felt the bitter disappointment more than in the morning
she had thought possible; but Saturday night it had been her aunt's
custom, from the time she had been at Oakwood, to visit her daughters
and niece before they went to sleep, and prepare them for the Sabbath's
rest and enjoyment, by an examination of their conduct during the past
week, and full forgiveness of any thing that had been wrong. When
younger, Mrs. Hamilton had attended to this duty every night; but
wishing to give them a habit of private prayer and self-examination,
independent of her, she had, after Emmeline was twelve years old, set
apart the Saturday night, until they were fifteen--old enough for her to
relinquish it altogether. It had been such a habit with her own
children, that they felt it perfectly natural; but with Ellen and
Edward, from their never having been accustomed to it as young children,
she had never felt the duty understood by them, or as satisfactorily
performed by herself as with her own. Still, Ellen looked forward to
this night as the termination of her banishment; for great indeed was
the offense whose correction extended over the Sabbath. Ellen could not
remember one instance since she had been at Oakwood, and when she heard
the doors of her cousins' rooms successively close, and her aunt's step
retreating without approaching hers, she did, indeed, believe herself
irreclaimably wicked, or her kind, good aunt, would, at least, have come
to her. Mrs. Hamilton had purposely refrained from indulging her own
inclinations, as well as comforting Ellen, hoping still more to impress
upon her how greatly she had sinned. The impossibility of her perfectly
comprehending her niece's character, while the poor child felt it such a
sacred duty to victimize herself, made her far more severe than she
would have been, could she have known her real disposition; but how was
it possible she could believe Ellen's grief as deep and remorseful as it
seemed, when a short time afterward she would commit the same faults?
Her task was infinitely more difficult and perplexing than less anxious
mothers can have the least idea of.
CHAPTER X.
PAIN AND PENITENCE.--TRUTH IMPRESSED, AND RECONCILIATION.--THE FAMILY
TREE.
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