Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
If the thought of their promised ball were the first that entered the
minds of the young party at Oakwood, as they opened their eyes on New
Year's day, it was not very unnatural. Percy gloried in the anticipation
of being master of the ceremonies, and in conducting the whole affair
with such inimitable grace and gallantry, that every one should declare
it was far superior to any party, old or young, of the season, except
Mr. Howard's; that was beyond him, he said, for he could not put Mr.
Howard's head on his shoulders. Herbert anticipated the enjoyment of
Mary Greville's society, talking to and dancing with her undisturbed,
and to hearing the almost universal remark, what a sweet girl she was.
Edward did not exactly know what he expected, but he was in such a mood
of hilarity and mischief, that the servants all declared Master
Fortescue was "_mazed_." To Caroline their ball was almost always
(though unconfessedly) the happiest evening in the year. She knew she
was handsome--Annie Grahame had told her how very much she would be
admired in London, and that if she were not her very dearest friend, she
should envy her beauty terribly. She often in secret longed painfully
for admiration and homage; and child as she still was in years, yet at
her own house, and as Mr. Hamilton's eldest daughter, in addition to her
real attractions, she always received both in sufficient measure, as to
satisfy even herself. She delighted in those evenings when it so chanced
that her brothers had young friends with them, making no hesitation in
confessing that she very much preferred conversing with boys than with
girls, there was so much more variety, more spirit; and though her
mother's heart would actually tremble at the fearful ordeal which an
introduction to the pleasures of the world would be to such a character,
still she would not check the open expression of such sentiments by
reproving them as wrong, and not to be encouraged. She knew that though
education might do much, very much, it could not make natural characters
all alike; nor, in fact, did she wish it. She did not grieve and
complain that, with all her efforts she could not make Caroline give
her as little trouble and anxiety as Emmeline, nor did she imagine that
she should see the effect of her earnest prayers and cares all at once,
or without constant relapses in the cherished object of her care. She
did all she could to counteract a tendency which, situated as she would
be when she entered life, must, without some strong, high principle,
lead to suffering, and, perhaps, to sin--for what is coquetry? But she
indulged in no idea of security, never believed that because she had so
tried, so striven to sow the good seed, it could not fail to bring forth
good fruit. She knew many trials might be in store for her; for how
might she hope to pass through life blessed as she was then? It might
please her Father in Heaven to try her faith and duty through those she
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