Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
The return to the quiet routine of work, and less exciting recreation
after the Christmas pleasures, was of course a trial to all our young
friends. Not so much to the boys, as to their sisters; Percy's elastic
spirits found pleasure in every thing, being somewhat too old to care
for his studies, or feel them now as a restraint. Herbert only exchanged
one kind of happiness for another. Edward looked to every month that
passed, as bringing nearer the attainment of his wishes; and he was so
fond of Mr. Howard, and so quick at learning, and such a favorite with
all his schoolfellows, that he did not care at all when the time of work
came again. Ellen and Emmeline both found it very difficult to like
their lessons again; especially the latter, who felt as if work and
regularity were most particularly disagreeable things, and sometimes was
almost in despair as to her ever enjoying them again; but she tried very
hard to overcome indolence, and never give way to petulance, and
succeeded, so as to win her the delight of both her parents'
approbation. Indulgence always made her feel as if no effort on her part
was too great to prove how much she felt it; and when any one, old or
young, experiences this sort of feeling, they need never be afraid but
that they will succeed in their efforts, painful and hard as they may at
first seem. It was not so difficult for Ellen as for Emmeline, because
she was less able to realize such an intensity of pleasure. She seemed
safer when regularly employed; and besides, to work hard at her
respective studies, was one of the very few things which she could do to
prove how much she loved her aunt; and accustomed from such early
childhood to conquer inclination, and, in fact, never to fancy pleasure
and indulgence were her due, there was happiness enough for her even in
their more regular life: but to Caroline the change was actually
unbearable. While admiration and praise only incited Emmeline to greater
exertions, they caused Caroline completely to relax in hers, and to
give, in consequence, as much trouble and annoyance as she had received
pleasure. The perseverance in her various studies, especially in music,
the unceasing control over her temper, which _before_ the holidays she
had so striven for, had now entirely given way. It was much less trouble
for her to learn than Emmeline, therefore her studies with Miss Harcourt
were generally well performed; but the admiration she had excited made
her long for more, and believe herself a person deserving much more
consideration and respect than she received from her own family. These
thoughts persisted in, of course, produced and retained ill-temper;
which, as there was no longer any fear of her being debarred by its
indulgence from any pleasure, she made no attempt to overcome. The
praise bestowed on her music, made her fancy herself a much greater
proficient than she really was, and though her love of music was great,
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