Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
Ellen's manner on Monday evening annoyed and prejudiced Miss Harcourt
still more; Mrs. Greville and Mary, Lady Helen and all her family,
bringing Caroline home with them, Mr. Howard, and some of Edward's
favorite companions, all assembled at Oakwood, and every one was
determined to be gay and cheerful, and Edward's voice was the merriest,
and his laugh the happiest there; and Ellen, though her head ached with
the effort, and the constant struggle of the preceding week, was quite
cheerful too, and talked to Mary Greville, and Lilla and Cecil Grahame,
and even to Mr. Howard, as Miss Harcourt felt she had no right to do;
and as must prove her to be that which she had always fancied her. Mrs.
Hamilton, on the contrary, saw that in the very midst of a laugh, or of
speaking, her niece's eye would rest upon Edward, and the lip quite
quiver, and her smile become for the moment so strained, that she was
satisfied Ellen's cheerfulness proceeded from no want of feeling; she
wondered, indeed, at so much control at such an early age, but she loved
her for it, notwithstanding. Once only Ellen was nearly conquered. Mary
had begged her to sing a little Hindoo air, of which she was
particularly fond, and Edward, hearing the request, said eagerly--
"Do sing it, dear Ellen; I am quite as fond of it as Mary is, for it
seems to make me think of India and poor mamma, and it will be such a
long time before I hear it again."
She had never in her whole life felt so disinclined to sing, so as if it
were quite impossible--as if she must cry if she did; but Edward would
think it so unkind if she refused, for she did not know herself why his
very words should have increased the difficulty, and what reason could
she give him? Mary went and asked Mrs. Hamilton to accompany her; and
Ellen did her very best, but her voice would tremble, and just before
the end of the second verse it failed entirely; but still she was glad
she had tried, for on Mrs. Hamilton saying, very kindly, and in a voice
that only she and Mary could hear, "I was half afraid you would not
succeed to-night, my dear Ellen, but you were quite right to try," Mary
seemed to understand at once why it had been so difficult for her to
oblige her, and to be quite sorry she had pressed it so much, and Edward
had thanked her, and told her he should sing it in idea very often. She
tried to be merry again, but she could not succeed as before, and so she
kept as near her aunt as she could, all the remainder of the evening, as
if she were only safe there.
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