Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
in fear, or that she no longer cared either to please or to obey her. By
imperceptible, but sure degrees, this painful conviction pressed itself
on the minds of the whole party, even to the light-hearted, unsuspicious
Emmeline, to whom it was so utterly incomprehensible, that she declared
it must be all fancy, and that they were all so happy that their heads
must be a little turned.
"Even mamma's!" observed Caroline, dryly.
"No; but she is the only sensible person among us, for she has not said
any thing about it, and, therefore, I dare say does not even see that
which we are making such a wonder about."
"I do not agree with you, for I rather think she has both seen and felt
it before either of us, and that because it so grieves and perplexes
her, she can not speculate or even speak about it as we do. Time will
explain it, I suppose, but it is very disagreeable."
It was, indeed, no fancy; but little could these young observers or even
Mrs. Hamilton suspect that which was matter of speculation or grief to
them, was almost madness in its agony of torture to Ellen; who, as weeks
passed, and but very trifling returns for her trinkets were made her by
Mrs. Langford, felt as if her brain must fail before she could indeed
accomplish her still ardently desired plan, and give back the missing
sum to Robert, without calling suspicion on herself. She felt to herself
as changed as she appeared to those that observed her; a black
impenetrable pall seemed to have enveloped her heart and mind, closing
up both, even from those affections, those pursuits, so dear to her
before. She longed for some change from the dense impenetrable fog, even
if it were some heavy blow--tangible suffering of the fiercest kind was
prayed for, rather than the stagnation which caused her to move, act,
and speak as if under some fatal spell, and look with such terror on the
relation she had so loved, that even to be banished from her presence
she imagined would be less agony, than to associate with her, as the
miserable, guilty being she had become.
Mrs. Hamilton watched and was anxious, but she kept both her
observations and anxiety to herself, for she would not throw even a
temporary cloud over the happiness of her children. A fortnight after
the young men's arrival, letters came most unexpectedly from Mr.
Hamilton, dated twelve days after he had left, and brought by a Scottish
trader whom they had encountered near the Shetland Isles, and who had
faithfully forwarded them from Edinburgh, as he had promised. The voyage
had been most delightful, and they hoped to reach Feroe in another week.
He wrote in the highest terms of Morton; the comfort of such
companionship, and the intrinsic worth of his character, which could
never be known, until so closely thrown together.
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