Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
"That you are under the evil influence of some unconfessed and most
heinous fault, Ellen, I am perfectly convinced; what it is time will
reveal. I give you one month to decide on your course of action; subdue
this sullen spirit, confess whatever error you may have been led into,
and so change your conduct as to be again the child I so loved, spite of
occasional faults and errors, and I will pardon all that is past. If, at
the end of a month, I find you persisting in the same course of
rebellion and defiance, regardless alike of your duty to your God and to
me, I shall adopt some measures to compel submission. I had hoped to
bring up all my children under my own eye, and by my own efforts; but if
I am not permitted so to do, I know my duty too well to shrink from the
alternative. You will no longer remain under my care; some severer
guardian and more rigid discipline may bring you to a sense of your
duty. I advise you to think well on this subject, Ellen; you know me too
well, I think, to imagine that I speak in mere jest."
She had left the room as she spoke, so, that if Ellen had intended
reply, there was no time for it. But she could not have spoken. Go from
Oakwood, and in anger! Yet it was but just; it was better, perhaps, than
the lingering torture she was then enduring--better to hide her shame
and misery among strangers, than remain among the good, the happy--the
guilty wretch she was. She sat and thought till feeling itself became
utterly exhausted, and again the spell, the stupor of indifference,
crept over her. She would have confessed, but she knew that it could
never satisfy, as the half confession she would have been compelled to
make it; and the dread of herself, that she should betray her brother,
sealed her lips.
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