Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
There was a peculiar sweetness in Herbert Hamilton's voice, even in
speaking; and as he read the service of the lessons for the evening,
adding one or two brief explanations when necessary, and more especially
when reading, or rather praying, the beautiful petitions appropriated
to family worship, there was an earnest solemnity of tone and manner,
presenting a strange contrast, yet beautiful, combining with the boyish
form and youthful face, on which the lamp, suspended over the
reading-desk shed such a soft and holy light. The occasional prayer
which was added to the usual evening service, was always chosen by the
reader; and Mr. and Mrs. Hamilton were surprised and affected at the
earnestness with which their almost angel boy selected and read over one
peculiarly bearing on the events of that evening; the introduction of
their orphan relatives, for compassion and blessing on them, and grace
for increased kindness and forbearance in their intercourse with one
another--Miss Harcourt, his brother and sisters, knew well to what he
alluded, and all but one responded with earnestness and truth. Caroline
could not enter into Herbert's feelings even at that moment: it was a
great effort to prevent a feeling of irritation, believing that he
directly pointed at her, and determining that as neither he nor any one
else had any right to interfere with her private thoughts, and that they
could do harm to none while confined to her own breast, she resolved not
to overcome them, and so could not join with any fervor in the prayer.
To Edward all was strange. While the graces of his body and mind had
been most sedulously cultivated, he had never been taught even the
public ordinances of religion, much less its inward spirit. His mother
had often and often felt a pang of reproach, at thus neglecting that
which an inward voice would whisper was most essential; but she was wont
to silence the pang by the determined idea, that she was neither worthy
nor able to give him such solemn lessons, and that it would come by
instinct to him in after years. There was time enough for him to think
of such things. He had been now and then to church, but it was a mere
form, regarded as a weary duty, from which he escaped whenever he could.
The present scene, then, completely bewildered him. He had always
fancied himself superior to any of the boys he had associated with; but
as he looked at and listened to Herbert, who seemed at most only two
years older than himself, he became sensible of a very strange and
disagreeable, but a very decided feeling of inferiority: and then, too,
it was so incomprehensible the servants all joining them, a class of
people whom in India he had been taught so to consider his inferiors,
that even to speak with them was a species of degradation; and he was
destined to be still more surprised, for before they left the library,
he heard his aunt and uncle address them all, and say a few kind words,
and make inquiries after their families to each.
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