Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
"Dear mamma, will _you_ help Ellen?" asked Emmeline, very timidly, for
though at Ellen's reiterated entreaty she had left her, she felt it
almost disrespect to run across the hall while her mother was speaking;
and the thought suddenly crossed her that, as she was quite sure Ellen
was not idle though Miss Harcourt thought she was, her mother, by
assisting her, might save her from increased displeasure.
"Yes, dearest, if necessary; I have heard enough to satisfy me that you
would if you could; and so I will, for your sake." And Emmeline ran
away, quite happy, to try all she could to soothe Caroline, whose
self-reproach had as usual terminated in a fit of ill-temper and anger
against Ellen, instead of against herself.
Mrs. Hamilton entered the school-room, and stood by Ellen so quietly
that the child did not perceive her. Her attention was completely
absorbed in her book; but after a few minutes she suddenly pushed it
from her, and exclaiming almost passionately:
"I _can not_ learn it, try all I can! and Miss Harcourt will be so very,
very angry"--and she gave way, for the first time since her arrival at
Oakwood, to a violent burst of tears.
"What is this very, _very_ difficult lesson, my little Ellen!" inquired
her aunt, kindly taking one hand from her face. "Tell me, and we shall
be able to learn it together, perhaps."
"Oh, no, no! it is because I am so very stupid; Miss Harcourt has
explained it to me twice, and I know, I know, I ought to understand
it--but--"
"Well, then, never mind it to-day. We can all learn much better some
days than others, you know; and I dare say to-morrow you will be able to
conquer it."
"But Miss Harcourt is already displeased, and she will be still more so,
if I leave it without her permission," replied the sobbing girl,
longing, but not daring, to throw her arms round her aunt's neck, and
lean her aching head against her bosom.
"Not if I beg a reprieve," replied her aunt, smiling; "but you must not
let it make you so very unhappy, Ellen. I am afraid it is not only your
lesson, but that you are ill, or unhappy about something else. Tell me,
dearest, what can I do to make you more happy, more at home?"
"Oh, nothing, nothing!" replied Ellen, struggling with her tears.
"Indeed I am happier than I ever thought I could be; I must be very
ungrateful to make you think I am unhappy, when you are so good and so
kind. My head ached to-day, and that always makes me feel a wish to cry;
but indeed I am not unhappy, and never when you kiss me and call me your
Ellen, whatever I may feel when you are not by;" and, as if frightened
at her own confession, she hid her face in her aunt's dress.
Mrs. Hamilton lifted her into her lap, and kissed her without speaking.
"You must learn to love me more and more then, my Ellen," she said,
after a pause, "and when you are feeling ill or in pain, you must not be
afraid to tell me, or I shall think that you only fancy you love me."
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