"My poor children, my own flesh and blood, will perhaps turn upon
me and say: 'You are leading us wrong; you mean to ruin us as well
as yourself. Are you not unhappy, reprobated, evil spoken of? What
have you gained by these unequal struggles, by these much-trumpeted
duels of yours with Custom and Belief? Let us do as others do; let
us get what is to be got from this easy and tolerant world.' This
is what they will say to me. Or at best, if, out of tenderness for
me, or from their own natural disposition, they give ear to my
words and believe me, whither should I guide them? Into what
abysses shall we go and plunge ourselves, we three? for we shall be
our own three upon earth, and not one soul with us. What shall I
reply to them, if they come and say to me: 'Yes, life is unbearable
in a world like this. Let us die together. Show us the path of
Bernica, or the Lake of Sténio, or the glaciers of Jacques'?"
Again, in the later times, she said:--
"Let us all try to be saints, and if we succeed we will know all
the more how difficult a thing it is, and what indulgence is owed
to those who are not yet saints. Then we shall acknowledge that
there is something to be modified, either in law or opinion; for
the aim of society should be to render perfection accessible to
all, and man is very feeble when he struggles alone against the mad
torrent of custom and of ideas."
A very wise, saying truly, written out of her own experience. Sad, too,
as is much of her later writing, though there is not in it the
passionate despair of her earlier work.
She lived to be seventy-two years old, and had known and experienced
many phases of life,--the tumultuous passions and the wild revolt of
youth, the cooler and more self-contained life of middle age, and the
sombre color of a rather hopeless old age. Even in age she had her
pleasures, however. She delighted in her grandchildren, in books, in
pictures, in nature, and in work. Her unwearied pen moved until the
last, and did not lose its cunning. There was much of the old strength
and power to the last. But she had ceased to desire to destroy; she
sought at last to build up.
Here are two descriptions of her as she appeared to different observers,
in youth and in later life. Heine, who saw with the eye of an artist and
wrote with the pen of a critic, described her in youth:--
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