About the time of his marriage Mr. Longfellow's eyes failed him on
account of overstraining them, and one of Mrs. Longfellow's first wifely
duties was to furnish eyes for her husband. She read to him and wrote
for him a great deal for several years, and the close companionship
which this required was very pleasant to both. He was a very busy man in
those days; for, contrary to the popular impression, Mr. Longfellow did
a great deal of hard work at the college for a good many years. His was
no honorary position, but a genuine working professorship, involving the
preparation of a great number of lectures during each year and close
class-work besides. He enjoyed this work very much for the first few
years, but long before he resigned his position it became exceedingly
burdensome to him. The college should have relieved him of the drudgery
of his professorship, and allowed him time for the preparation of
special lectures upon really scholarly themes; but it had not the wisdom
to do so, and exacted the labors of a dray-horse from this chained
Pegasus. In the journal are many entries like the following:--
"I seriously think of resigning my professorship. My time is so
fully taken up by its lectures and other duties that I have none
left for writing. Then my eyes are suffering, and the years are
precious; and if I wish to do anything in literature it must be
done now. Few men have written good poetry after fifty."
Again:--
"I get very tired of the routine of this life. The bright autumn
weather draws me away from study, and the brown branches of the
leafless trees are more beautiful than books. We lead but one life
here on earth. We must make that beautiful. And to do this, health
and elasticity of mind are needful, and whatever endangers or
impedes these must be avoided."
And again:--
"The day of rest--the 'truce of God' between contending cares--is
over, and the world begins again to swing round with clash and
clang, like the wings of a windmill. Grind, grind, grind."
Some hint of real work may be found in this:--
"The seventy lectures to which I am doomed next year hang over me
like a dark curtain. Seventy lectures! who will have the patience
to hear them? If my eyes were strong I should delight in it. But it
will eat up a whole year, and I was just beginning so cheerily on
my poem and looking forward to pleasant work on it next year."
Oh, the pity of it! Many men could have lectured to college boys on the
modern languages and literature, if not as well as Longfellow, at least
well enough; but who was there who could write his poems? That he
should drudge on through his best years, giving only the odds and ends
of his time to his real life-work, seems an infinite pity. What might he
not have done in those earlier years could he have gone fresh and
untired to his musings and his dreams?
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