Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
'He never does speak,' said Phoebe, with the calm gravity of simplicity
which was like a halo of dignity. 'There is no need of speaking.
Lucilla knows how he feels as well as she knows that she breathes the
air.'
And regards it as little, perhaps, thought Honor, sadly. 'Poor Robin!'
she said; 'I suppose he had better get his mind settled; but indeed it is
a fearful responsibility for my poor foolish Lucy--' and but for the fear
of grieving Phoebe, she would have added, that such a purpose as that of
entering Holy Orders ought not to have been made dependent upon the fancy
of a girl. Possibly her expression betrayed her sentiments, for Phoebe
answered--'There can be no doubt that Lucy will set him at rest. I am
certain that she would be shocked at the notion that her tastes were
making him doubt whether to be a clergyman.'
'I hope so! I trust so!' said Honora, almost mournfully. 'It may be
very good for her, as I believe it is for every woman of any soundness,
to be taught that her follies tell upon man's greater aims and purposes.
It may be wholesome for her and a check, but--'
Phoebe wondered that her friend paused and looked so sad.
'Oh! Phoebe,' said Honora, after a moment's silence, speaking fervently,
'if you can in any way do so, warn your brother against making an idol!
Let nothing come between him and the direct devotion of will and
affection to the Higher Service. If he decide on the one or the other,
let it be from duty, not with respect to anything else. I do not suppose
it is of any use to warn him,' she added, with the tears in her eyes.
'Every one sets the whole soul upon some one object, not the right, and
then comes the shipwreck.'
'Dear Robin!' said Phoebe. 'He is so good! I am sure he always thinks
first of what is right. But I think I see what you mean. If he
undertake the business, it should be as a matter of obedience to papa,
not to keep Lucy in the great world. And, indeed, I do not think my
father does care much, only he would like the additional capital; and
Robert is so much more steady than Mervyn, that he would be more useful.
Perhaps it would make him more important at home; no one there has any
interest in common with him; and I think that moves him a little; but,
after all, those do not seem reasons for not giving himself to God's
service,' she finished, reverently and considerately.
'No, indeed!' cried Miss Charlecote.
'Then you think he ought not to change his mind?'
'You have thought so all along,' smiled Honor.
'I did not like it,' said Phoebe, 'but I did not know if I were right. I
did tell him that I really believed Lucy would think the more highly of
him if he settled for himself without reference to her.'
'You did! You were a capital little adviser, Phoebe! A woman worthy to
be loved at all had always rather be set second instead of first:--
"I could not love thee, dear, so much,
Loved I not honour more."
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