Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
'I can hardly tell what to say about Maria. I do not like to disappoint
her, but she knows that nothing displeases me so much as that
ill-mannered habit of giggling,' said Miss Fennimore, not without
concern. Merciful as to Maria's attainments, she was strict as to her
manners, and was striving to teach her self-restraint enough to be
unobtrusive.
Poor Maria's eyes were glassy with tears, her chest heaved with sobs, and
she broke out, 'O pray, Miss Fennimore, O pray!' while all the others
interceded for her; and Bertha, well knowing that it was all her fault,
avoided the humiliation of a confession, by the apparent generosity of
exclaiming, 'Take us both to-morrow instead, Robin.'
Robert's journey was, however, fixed for that day, and on this plea,
licence was given for the walk. Phoebe smiled congratulation, but Maria
was slow in cheering up; and when, on returning to the schoolroom, the
three sisters were left alone together for a few moments, she pressed up
to Phoebe's side, and said, 'Phoebe, I've not said my prayers. Do you
think anything will happen to me?'
Her awfully mysterious tone set Bertha laughing. 'Yes, Maria, all the
cows in the park will run at you,' she was beginning, when the grave
rebuke of Phoebe's eyes cut her short.
'How was it, my dear?' asked Phoebe, tenderly fondling her sister.
'I was so sleepy, and Bertha would blow soap-bubbles in her hands while
we were washing, and then Miss Fennimore came, and I've been naughty now,
and I know I shall go on, and then Robin won't take me.'
'I will ask Miss Fennimore to let you go to your room, dearest,' said
Phoebe. 'You must not play again in dressing time, for there's nothing
so sad as to miss our prayers. You are a good girl to care so much. Had
you time for yours, Bertha?'
'Oh, plenty!' with a toss of her curly head. 'I don't take ages about
things, like Maria.'
'Prayers cannot be hurried,' said Phoebe, looking distressed, and she was
about to remind Bertha to whom she spoke in prayer, when the child cut
her short by the exclamation, 'Nonsense, Maria, about being naughty. You
know I always make you laugh when I please, and that has more to do with
it than saying your prayers, I fancy.'
'Perhaps,' said Phoebe, very sadly, 'if you had said yours more in
earnest, my poor Bertha, you would either not have made Maria laugh, or
would not have left her to bear all the blame.'
'Why do you call me poor?' exclaimed Bertha, with a half-offended,
half-diverted look.
'Because I wish so much that you knew better, or that I could help you
better,' said Phoebe, gently.
There Miss Fennimore entered, displeased at the English sounds, and at
finding them all, as she thought, loitering. Phoebe explained Maria's
omission, and Miss Fennimore allowed her five minutes in her own room,
saying that this must not become a precedent, though she did not wish to
oppress her conscience.
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