Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
'Lucy, listen to me.' She gave way to her natural piteous, pleading
tone: 'I verily believe that this is the very turn. Remember how often a
moment has decided the fate of a life!' She saw the expression relax
into some alarm, and continued: 'The Fulmorts do not say so, but I see by
their manner that his final decision will be influenced by your present
proceedings. You have trifled with him too long, and with his mind made
up to the ministry, he cannot continue to think of one who persists in
outraging decorum.'
Those words were effort enough, and had better have been unsaid. 'That
is as people may think,' was all the answer.
'As he thinks?'
'How do I know what he thinks?'
Heartsick at such mere fencing, Honor was silent at first, then said, 'I,
for one, shall rate your good opinion by your endeavour to deserve it.
Who can suppose that you value what you are willing to risk for an
unladylike bet, or an unfeminine sporting expedition!'
'You may tell him so,' said Lucilla, her voice quivering with passion.
'You think a look will bring him back, but you may find that a true man
is no slave. Prove his affection misplaced, and he will tear it away.'
Had Honora been discreet as she was good, she would have left those words
to settle down; but, woman that she was, she knew not when to stop, and
coaxingly coming to the small bundle of perverseness, she touched the
shoulder, and said, 'Now you won't make an object of yourself to-night?'
The shoulder shook in the old fashion.
'At least you will not go to Ireland.'
'Yes, I shall.'
'Miss Charlecote, I beg your pardon--' cried Rashe, bursting in--(oh!
that she had been five seconds earlier)--'but dressing is imperative.
People are beginning to come.'
Honora retreated in utter discomfiture.
'Rashe! Rashe! I'm in for it!' cried Lucilla, as the door shut,
springing up with a look of terror.
'Proposed by deputy?' exclaimed Horatia, aghast.
'No, no!' gasped Lucilla; 'it's this Ireland of yours--that--that--' and
she well-nigh sobbed.
'My bonny bell! I knew you would not be bullied into deserting.'
'Oh! Rashe, she was very hard on me. Every one is but you!' and Lucilla
threw herself into her cousin's arms in a paroxysm of feeling; but their
maid's knock brought her back to composure sooner than poor Honora, who
shed many a tear over this last defeat, as, looking mournfully to Phoebe,
she said, 'I have done, Phoebe. I can say no more to her. She will not
hear anything from me. Oh! what have I done that my child should be
hardened against me!'
Phoebe could offer nothing but caresses full of indignant sorrow, and
there was evidently soothing in them, for Miss Charlecote's tears became
softer, and she fondly smoothed Phoebe's fair hair, saying, as she drew
the clinging arms closer round her: 'My little woodbine, you must twine
round your brother and comfort him, but you can spare some sweetness for
me too. There, I will dress. I will not keep you from the party.'
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