Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
'I have no cause of complaint against you, Owen,' she said, fondly; 'you
have always been the joy and comfort of my heart;' and as he turned
aside, as though stricken by the words, 'whatever you may have to
reproach yourself with, it is not with hurting me; I only wish to remind
you of higher and more stringent duties than those to myself. If you
have erred, as I cannot but fear, will you not let me try and smooth the
way back?'
'Impossible,' murmured Owen; 'there are things that can never be undone.'
'Not undone, but repented,' said Honor, convinced that he had been led
astray by his cousin Charles, and felt bound not to expose him; 'so
repented as to become stepping-stones in our progress.'
He only shook his head with a groan.
'The more sorrow, the better hope,' she began; but the impatient movement
of his foot warned her that she was only torturing him, and she
proceeded,--'Well, I trust you implicitly; I can understand that there
may be confidences that ought not to pass between us, and will give you
what you require to help you out of your difficulty. I wish you had a
father, or any one who could be of more use to you, my poor boy!' and she
began to fill up the cheque to the utmost of his demand.
'It is too much--too much,' cried Owen. 'Honor, I must tell you at all
costs. What will you think when--'
'I do not wish to purchase a confession, Owen,' she said; 'you know best
whether it be a fit one to make to me, or whether for the sake of others
you ought to withhold it.'
He was checked, and did not answer.
'I see how it is,' continued Honor; 'my boy, as far as I am concerned, I
look on your confession as made. You will be much alone while thus
hovering near your sister among the mountains and by the streams. Let it
be a time of reflection, and of making your peace with Another. You may
do so the more earnestly for not having cast off the burthen on me. You
are no child now, to whom your poor Honey's pardon almost seems an
absolution. I sometimes think we went on with that too long.'
'No fear of my ever being a boy again,' said Owen, heavily, as he put the
draft into his purse, and then bent his tall person to kiss her with the
caressing fondness of his childhood, almost compensating for what his
sister caused her to undergo.
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