Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
'Indeed!' cried Horatia, her temper yielding to pain and annoyance; 'you
seem to forget that this expedition is mine! I am paymaster, and have
the only right to decide.'
Lucilla felt the taunt base, as recalling to her the dependent position
into which she had carelessly rushed, relying on the family feeling that
had hitherto made all things as one. 'Henceforth,' said she, 'I take my
share of all that we spend. I will not sell my free will.'
'So you mean to leave me here alone?' said Horatia, with positive tears
of pain, weariness, and vexation at the cruel unfriendliness of the girl
she had petted.
'Nonsense! I must abide by your fate. I only hate to see people
chicken-hearted, and thought you wanted shaking up. I stay so long as
you own me an independent agent.'
The discussion was given up, when it was announced that a room was ready;
and Rashe underwent so much in climbing the stairs, that Cilly thought
she could not have been worse on the car.
The apartment was not much behind that at the village inn at Hiltonbury.
In fact, it had gay curtains and a grand figured blind, but the door at
the Charlecote Arms had no such independent habits of opening, the carpet
would have been whole, and the chairs would not have creaked beneath
Lucy's grasshopper weight; when down she sat in doleful resignation,
having undressed her cousin, sent her _chaussure_ to dry, and dismissed
the car, with a sense of bidding farewell to the civilized world, and
entering a desert island, devoid of the zest of Robinson Crusoe.
What an endless evening it was, and how the ladies detested each other!
There lay Horatia, not hurt enough for alarm, but quite cross enough to
silence pity, suffering at every move, and sore at Cilly's want of
compassion; and here sat Lucilla, thoroughly disgusted with her cousin,
her situation, and her expedition. Believing the strain a trifle, she
not unjustly despised the want of resolution that had shrunk from so
expedient an exertion as the journey, and felt injured by the selfish
want of consideration that had condemned her to this awkward position in
this forlorn little inn, without even the few toilette necessaries that
they had with them at Dublin, and with no place to sit in, for the
sitting-room below stairs served as a coffee-room, where sundry male
tourists were imbibing whiskey, the fumes of which ascended to the young
ladies above, long before they could obtain their own meal.
The chops were curiosities; and as to the tea, the grounds, apparently
the peat of the valley, filled up nearly an eighth of the cup, causing
Lucilla in lugubrious mirth to talk of 'That lake whose gloomy tea, ne'er
saw Hyson nor Bohea,' when Rashe fretfully retorted, 'It is very unkind
in you to grumble at everything, when you know I can't help it!'
'I was not grumbling, I only wanted to enliven you.'
'Queer enlivenment!'
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