Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
'Oh, my dear! That comes of the way young ladies are brought up. What
would the Miss Berrilees have said, where I was at school at Bath, if one
of their young ladies had talked of wanting to marry a wise man?'
Phoebe gave a faint smile, and said, 'What was Mr. Charlecote like,
mamma, whose brass was put up the day Robert was locked into the church?'
'Humfrey Charlecote, my dear? The dearest, most good-hearted man that
ever lived. Everybody liked him. There was no one that did not feel as
if they had lost a brother when he was taken off in that sudden way.'
'And was not he very wise, mamma?'
'Bless me, Phoebe, what could have put that into your head? Humfrey
Charlecote a wise man? He was just a common, old-fashioned, hearty
country squire. It was only that he was so friendly and kind-hearted
that made every one trust him, and ask his advice.'
'I should like to have known him,' said Phoebe, with a sigh.
'Ah, if you married any one like that! But there's no use waiting!
There's nobody left like him, and I won't have you an old maid! You are
prettier than either of your sisters--more like me when I came away from
Miss Berrilees, and had a gold-sprigged muslin for the Assize Ball, and
Humfrey Charlecote danced with me.'
Phoebe fell into speculations on the wisdom whose counsel all asked, and
which had left such an impression of affectionate honour. She would
gladly lean on such an one, but if no one of the like mould remained, she
thought she could never bear the responsibilities of marriage.
Meantime she erected Humfrey Charlecote's image into a species of judge,
laying before this vision of a wise man all her perplexities between Miss
Charlecote's religion and Miss Fennimore's reason, and all her practical
doubts between Robert's conflicting duties. Strangely enough, the
question, 'What would Mr. Charlecote have thought?' often aided her to
cast the balance. Though it was still Phoebe who decided, it was Phoebe
drawn out of herself, and strengthened by her mask.
With vivid interest, such as for a living man would have amounted to
love, she seized and hoarded each particle of intelligence that she could
gain respecting the object of her admiration. Honora herself, though far
more naturally enthusiastic, had, with her dreamy nature and diffused
raptures, never been capable of thus reverencing him, nor of the
intensity of feeling of one whose restrained imagination and unromantic
education gave force to all her sensations. Yet this deep individual
regard was a more wholesome tribute than Honor had ever paid to him, or
to her other idol, for to Phoebe it was a step, lifting her to things
above and beyond, a guide on the road, never a vision obscuring the true
object.
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