Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
There Honora saw them. The vicar, Mr. Henderson, had written to her at
once, as Humfrey had long ago charged him to do, enclosing a letter that
he had left with him for the purpose, a tender, soothing farewell, and an
avowal such as he could never have spoken of the blessing that his
attachment to her had been, in drawing his mind from the narrowness to
which he might have been liable, and in elevating the tone of his views
and opinions.
She knew what he meant--it was what he had caught from her youthful
enthusiasm, second-hand from Owen Sandbrook. Oh! what vivid, vigorous
truth not to have been weakened in the transit through two such natures,
but to have done its work in the strong, practical mind able and candid
enough to adopt it even thus filtered!
There were a few words of affectionate commendation of his people and his
land into her keeping, and a parting blessing, and, lastly, written as a
postscript--with a blot as if it had been written with
hesitation--'Little children, keep yourselves from idols!'
It was not bitter weeping. It was rather the sense of utter vacancy and
hopelessness, with but one fixed purpose--that she would see his face
again, and be the nearest to him when he was laid in the grave. She
hastily wrote to the housekeeper and to the clergyman that she was
coming, and Miss Wells's kind opposition only gave her just wilfulness
and determination enough to keep her spirit from sinking.
So she travelled alone, and came to Hiltonbury in the sunset, as the
'last long wains' were slowly bearing their loads of wheat into the
farmyard, the waggoners walking dejectedly beside them. Mr. Saville had
come before her, and was at the door to receive her. She could not very
well bear the presence of any one, nor the talk of cold-blooded
arrangements. It seemed to keep away the dreamy living with Humfrey, and
was far more dreary than the feeling of desolateness, and when they
treated her as mistress of the house that was too intolerable. And yet
it was worth something, too, to be the one to authorize that harvest
supper in the big barn, in the confidence that it would be anything but
revelry. Every one felt that the day was indeed a Harvest Home.
The funeral, according to his expressed wishes, was like those of the
farmers of the parish; the coffin borne by his own labourers in their
white round frocks; and the labourers were the expected guests for whom
provision was made; but far and wide from all the country round, though
harvest was at the height, came farmers and squires, poor men and rich,
from the peer and county member down to the poor travelling hawker--all
had met the sunny sympathy of that smile, all had been aided and
befriended, all felt as if a prop, a castle of strength were gone.
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