Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
Lucilla was very angry, and revenged herself by every variety of
opposition in her power, all which were put down by the strong hand. It
was a matter of necessity to keep a tight grasp on this little wilful
sprite, the most fiery morsel of engaging caprice and naughtiness that a
quiet spinster could well have lit upon. It really sometimes seemed to
Honora as if there were scarcely a fault in the range of possibilities
that she had not committed; and indeed a bit of good advice generally
seemed to act by contraries, and served to suggest mischief. Softness
and warmth of feeling seemed to have been lost with her father; she did
not show any particular affection towards her brother or Honora. Perhaps
she liked Miss Wells, but that might be only opposition; nay, Honor would
have been almost thankful if she had melted at the departure of the
undesirable nurse, but she appeared only hard and cross. If she liked
any one it was Robert Fulmort, but that was too much in the way of
flirtation.
Vanity was an extremely traceable spring of action. When nurse went,
Miss Lucilla gave the household no peace, because no one could rightly
curl the long flaxen tresses upon her shoulders, until the worry became
so intolerable that Honora, partly as penance, partly because she thought
the present mode neither conducive to tidiness nor comfort, took her
scissors and trimmed all the ringlets behind, bowl-dish fashion, as her
own carrots had figured all the days of her childhood.
Lucilla was held by Mrs. Stubbs during the operation. She did not cry or
scream after she felt herself conquered by main strength, but her blue
eyes gleamed with a strange, wild light; she would not speak to Miss
Charlecote all the rest of the day, and Honora doubted whether she were
ever forgiven.
Another offence was the cutting down her name into Lucy. Honor had
avoided Cilly from the first; Silly Sandbrook would be too dreadful a
sobriquet to be allowed to attach to any one, but Lucilla resented the
change more deeply than she showed. Lucy was a housemaid's name, she
said, and Honor reproved her for vanity, and called her so all the more.
She did not love Miss Charlecote well enough to say that Cilly had been
her father's name for her, and that he had loved to wind the flaxen curls
round his fingers.
Every new study, every new injunction cost a warfare, disobedience, and
passionate defiance and resistance on the one hand, and steady,
good-tempered firmness on the other, gradually growing a little stern.
The waves became weary of beating on the rock at last. The fiery child
was growing into a girl, and the calm will had the mastery of her; she
succumbed insensibly; and owing all her pleasures to Cousin Honor, she
grew to depend upon her, and mind, manners, and opinions were taking
their mould from her.
CHAPTER V
Too soon the happy child
His nook of heavenward thought must change
For life's seducing wild.--_Christian Year_
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