Horses and Men: Tales, long and short, from our American lifeAnderson, Sherwood
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Horses and Men: Tales, long and short, from our American life
Anderson, Sherwood
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
It was all very strange to me—Wilson’s poetry, I mean—when I came to it.
Here is one of his things. It is not directly concerned with the walls,
the bowl or the deep well theme, as you will see, but it is one we ran
in the paper during the trial and a lot of folks rather liked it—as I’ll
admit I do myself. Maybe putting it in here will give a kind of point to
my story, by giving you some sense of the strangeness of the man who is
the story’s hero. In the book it was called merely “Number
Ninety-seven,” and it went as follows:
The firm grip of my fingers on the thin paper of this cigarette
is a sign that I am very quiet now. Sometimes it is not so. When
I am unquiet I am weak but when I am quiet, as I am now, I am
very strong.
* * * * *
Just now I went along one of the streets of my city and in at a
door and came up here, where I am now, lying on a bed and
looking out at a window. Very suddenly and completely the
knowledge has come to me that I could grip the sides of tall
buildings as freely and as easily as I now grip this cigarette.
I could hold the building between my fingers, put it to my lips
and blow smoke through it. I could blow confusion away. I could
blow a thousand people out through the roof of one tall building
into the sky, into the unknown. Building after building I could
consume, as I consume the cigarettes in this box. I could throw
the burning ends of cities over my shoulder and out through a
window.
* * * * *
It is not often I get in the state I am now in—so quiet and sure
of myself. When the feeling comes over me there is a directness
and simplicity in me that makes me love myself. To myself at
such times I say strong sweet words.
* * * * *
I am on a couch by this window and I could ask a woman to come
here to lie with me, or a man either for that matter.
* * * * *
I could take a row of houses standing on a street, tip them
over, empty the people out of them, squeeze and compress all the
people into one person and love that person.
* * * * *
Do you see this hand? Suppose it held a knife that could cut
down through all the falseness in you. Suppose it could cut down
through the sides of buildings and houses where thousands of
people now lie asleep.
* * * * *
It would be something worth thinking about if the fingers of
this hand gripped a knife that could cut and rip through all the
ugly husks in which millions of lives are enclosed.
Well, there is the idea you see, a kind of power that could be tender
too. I will quote you just one more of his things, a more gentle one. It
is called in the book, “Number Eighty-three.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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