Hot corn: Life Scenes in New York IllustratedRobinson, Solon
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Hot corn: Life Scenes in New York Illustrated
Robinson, Solon
New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
There was a rap, and as they did not expect anybody else, of course it
must be her uncle; who else should it be? but it was not. It was the
same porter who was there last evening. He did not bring any trunk or
bundle, he simply brought a letter and a very small package; a letter
addressed, "Lucy Smith."
Athalia was on the point of denying it, but then she thought that Mrs.
May and Stella both knew that was the name she was known by at Mrs.
Laylor's. Still she blushed and trembled. She blushed to think that she
had once said of her first name, "I never shall change that." It is a
sad thing for a girl to change that. She trembled at the thought of
having any of her old acquaintances, who knew her by that name, write to
her or speak to her as friends, for they were only friends of days which
she would gladly blot out of memory--days of sin and shame, which she
looked back upon with horror, as she felt their deep degradation. She
trembled still more when she opened the letter, and saw that the
signature was Frank Barkley. She felt faint, and her eyes grew dim, for
she felt that she was still pursued--"the guilty flee when no man
pursueth"--by one with whom she had sinned, and she felt that it was a
renewal of the proposition to sin again. She saw the name, and the "Dear
Lucy" with which it commenced, she saw no more, she could see no more,
and so she handed the letter to Mrs. May, with an "oh, dear!"
Mrs. May read it, and then _she_ said, "Oh, dear," but it was a very
different "Oh, dear," from Athalia's. It was an "Oh, dear, what a
fortune," and then she handed the letter back to Athalia, and said,
"read, you will not find it very bad." Her joyous smile reassured the
fainting, trembling Athalia, and she read:
"MY DEAR LUCY.
"Dearer to me now than ever. I have heard from a mutual friend
all about it. First, forgive me for the wrong I have done you.
I shall not do it again. Blush not to meet me in the street or
church, for by no look or word will I ever seek to renew our
acquaintance. I know you now, I never did before, and I feel
that I am not worthy to renew that acquaintance. I am a man of
the world, and enjoy what my own class call pleasures. I have
enjoyed pleasant hours with you, but I never enjoyed a night
as I have the last. I have been alone in my room all night. I
have been thinking. I have thought how much myself and my
associates have done to swell the class of females whom we look
upon with contempt, as they pass us in the street. I have found
that it is good to think. I have thought a great deal of you,
and of your history, as I gleaned it partly from you and partly
from Mrs. Laylor, but the last and best part from your friend.
Believe me when I say that I am most sincerely glad that you
have escaped from a life which I had persuaded you to adopt. I
was selfish then. I am sober now.
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