How he won herSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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How he won her
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century
“Ah, Justin, I grew up both in feelings and in principles a man-hater.
My narrow personal experiences gave strength, bitterness and intensity
to my feelings, and the frequent discussions of the topic of the day,
‘Woman’s Rights,’ gave form, shape and consistency to my opinions. And I
became a very perfect man-hater.”
She paused and looked at him.
He was contemplating her with deep tenderness, but he made no
observation, and she continued:
“It was at this very flood tide of my young soul’s life that I first met
you, Justin. And soon, to my consternation, I found that I—a pledged
man-hater—was loving you, Justin! loving you with my whole heart, just
as all the women of my race had loved men, to their own destruction. How
I hated and scorned myself for this love! how I struggled against it,
battled with it, trampled on it, tried to tear it up, root it out, and
utterly destroy it, you well know.”
“Ah!” smiled Justin.
“Because you see I did not believe in man’s love. When you said to me,
‘I love you—I want you for my wife,’ I interpreted your words to mean
just this—‘like your looks, and I want you for my slave.’ Can you wonder
that I resisted my own love and resented yours?”
He did not answer. He was still contemplating her with ineffable
tenderness and infinite love. And as she met his eyes, her eyes
softened, beamed and dilated, her cheeks and lips glowed, and her whole
countenance grew beautiful and radiant from the soul’s inner light and
life.
“But oh, Justin!” she murmured, “as my knowledge of you grew, and my
love deepened, what a change came over my spirit! First I learned that,
though all other men might be false and base, you were true and noble.
Next came the lesson learned on the Desert Island, where I found by
experience how utterly helpless woman was without her brother man. I saw
that though in civilized countries, which men had already made habitable
for women, by the building of cities, houses and roads; the manufacture
of furniture, clothing and utensils; and the promotion of arts, sciences
and education,—a single woman might live well enough; yet, in a
wilderness, where nothing had been done—where there were no habitations,
no manufactures, no planted crops—woman could not possibly exist without
man; though he might live without her. This was a humiliating truth to
the proud man-hater; but it _was_ truth, and as such she accepted it.”
“But man would have no motive to live or to labor, if it were not for
his sister, woman,” answered Justin.
“Then,” she continued, “the war broke out. And that glorious, awful
trial brought out all the grandest traits of manhood—his patriotism,
courage, fortitude, self-devotion—until oh, Justin, from being a
man-hater, I have almost become a man-worshipper!”
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