England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
All that afternoon she sat with him, singing to him, telling him
stories, playing with him. In the evening, however, she sought an
opportunity to speak to her husband alone.
"Angus, you know how nearly we lost our boy a week ago?"
The curate paused, and looked at her earnestly, surprised at her look
and manner.
"Yes, my dearest," he said. "But God was merciful."
"Oh! Angus," she said; and now relief came to her, for as she spoke she
began to weep. "You are good, you are brave, you could have let him go.
But for me--for me--it would have killed me. I should have died or gone
mad!"
"Lottie dear--my darling, you are over-strung. The trial, the fiery
trial, was not sent. Why dwell on what our loving Father has averted?"
"Oh, Angus! but has He--has He," then choking with pent-up emotion, she
told what the doctor had said to-day, how necessary the expensive change
was for the little life. "And we have no money," she said in conclusion,
"our purse is very nearly empty."
"Very nearly empty indeed," answered Angus Home.
He was absolutely silent after this news, no longer attempting to
comfort his wife.
"Angus, God is cruel if for the sake of wanting a little money our boy
must die."
"Don't," said the curate--God was so precious to him that these words
smote on him even now with a sense of agony--"don't," he repeated, and
he raised his hand as though to motion away an evil spirit.
"He is cruel if He lets our boy die for want of money to save him,"
repeated the mother in her desperation.
"He won't do that, Lottie--He will never do that, there is not the least
fear."
"Then how are we to get the money?"
"I don't know, I cannot think to-night. I will go up to Harold now."
He turned and left the room with slow steps. As he mounted the stairs
his back was so bent, his face so gray and careworn, that though
scarcely forty he looked like an old man.
This was Harold's one precious hour with his father, and the little
fellow was sitting up in bed and expecting him.
"Father," he said, noticing the anxious look on his face, which was
generally as serene and peaceful as the summer sea, "what is the matter?
You are ill; are you going to have the scarlet fever too?"
"No, my dear, dear boy. I am quite well, quite well at least in body. I
have a care on my mind that makes me look a little sad, but don't notice
it, Harold, it will pass."
"_You_ have a care on your mind!" said Harold in a tone of surprise. "I
know mother often, often has, but I did not think you had cares,
father."
"How can I help it, boy, sometimes?"
"I thought you gave your cares to God. I don't understand a bit how you
manage it, but I remember quite well your telling mother that you gave
your cares away to God."
The father turning round suddenly, stooped down and kissed the boy.
"Thank you, my son, for reminding me. Yes, I will give this care too to
God, it shall not trouble me."
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