“In all the world there was nothing so dear to Hugh as this young girl.
He thought of her by day and dreamed of her by night, seeing always in
the darkness her face, with its eyes of blue bending over him—hearing
the music of her voice, like the falling of distant water, and even
feeling the soft touch of her hands as he fancied them laid upon his
brow. She was good, too, as beautiful; and it was this very goodness
which won on Hugh so fast, making him pray often that he might be worthy
of her—for, Alice, he came at last to dream that he could win her; she
was so kind to him—she spoke to him so softly and, by a thousand little
acts, endeared herself to him more and more.
“Heaven forgive her if she misled him all this while; but she did not.
It were worse than death to think she did—to know I’ve told her this in
vain—have offered her my heart only to have it thrust back upon me as
something she does not want. Speak, Alice! in mercy, speak! Can it be
that I’m mistaken?”
Something in her manner had wrung out this cry of fear and now, bending
over her as she sat with her face buried in her lap he waited for her
answer. It had come like a thunderbolt to Alice, that she, and not
Golden Hair, was the subject of his story—she the fair blossom growing
among the New England hills. She did not guess that they were one and
the same, for Hugh would not have her swayed ever so slightly by
gratitude.
Alice saw how she had led him on, and her white lips quivered with pain,
for, alas! she did not love him as he should be loved, and she could not
deceive him, though every fibre of her heart bled and ached for him.
Lifting up her head at last she exclaimed,
“You don’t mean me, Hugh? Oh, you don’t mean me?”
“Yes, darling,” and he clasped in his own the hand raised imploringly
toward him. “Yes, darling, I mean you. I love you and you must be mine.
I shall die without you. You can mould me at your will. You can teach me
the narrow way I want to find, Alice, more than you guess. We will walk
it hand in hand, yours the stronger one at first, mine the stronger
last, when I’ve been taught by you. Will you, Alice, will you be my
wife, my darling, my idol? I know I have no money, just as I know you do
not care for that. You will not prize me less for daring to ask you, an
heiress, to be mine. I have no money, no position, but I have willing
hands and a loving heart, which will answer in their stead. Will you be
my wife?”
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