’Lina was glad to see the doctor. She had even cried at his delay; and
though no one knew it, had sat up nearly the whole preceding night,
waiting and listening by her open window for any sound to herald his
approach, and once she had stolen out with her thin slippers into the
yard, standing on the damp ground a long time, and only returning to the
house when she felt a chill creeping over her, and knew she was taking
cold.
As the result of this long vigil, her head ached dreadfully the next
day, and even the doctor noticed her burning cheeks and watery eyes, and
feeling her rapid pulse asked if she were ill.
She was not, she said; she had only been troubled, because he did not
come, and then for once in her life she did a womanly act. She laid her
head in the doctor’s lap and cried, just as she had done the previous
night. He understood the cause of her tears at last, and touched with a
greater degree of tenderness for her than he had ever before
experienced, he smoothed her glossy black hair, and asked, “Would you be
very sorry to lose me?”
Selfish and hard as she was, ’Lina loved the doctor, and with a shudder
as she thought of the deception imposed on him, and a half regret that
she had so deceived him, she replied, “I am not worthy of you, but I do
love you very much, and it would kill me to lose you now. Promise that
when you find, as you will, how bad I am, you will not hate me!”
It was an attempt at confession, but the doctor did not so construe it.
Whatever her errors were, his, he knew, were tenfold greater, and so he
continued smoothing her hair, while he tried to say the words of
affection he knew she was waiting to hear.
It was very dark that night, and the doctor received only a vague idea
of Spring Bank and its surroundings, and that did not impress him as
grandly as he had thought it would. But then, he reflected that
Southerners were not as noted for fine houses as Northerners were, and
so felt secure as yet, wondering which of the negroes he had seen
belonged to ’Lina, and which to Hugh. He knew Lulu was not to accompany
his wife to Terrace Hill, for ’Lina had told him so, saying that in the
present state of excited feeling she did not think it best to take a
negro slave to New England. He knew, too, that nothing had been said
about money or lands coming to him with his bride, but he took it all on
trust, and looked rather complacently around the prettily furnished
chamber to which, at a late hour, he was conducted by Hugh.
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