Hugh Wynne, Free Quaker: Sometime Brevet Lieutenant-Colonel on the Staff of his Excellency General WashingtonMitchell, S. Weir (Silas Weir)
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Hugh Wynne, Free Quaker: Sometime Brevet Lieutenant-Colonel on the Staff of his Excellency General Washington
Mitchell, S. Weir (Silas Weir)
Quakers -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction
Once Jack fell to talk of how he and I were changed from the quiet
Quaker lads we had been, and did I remember our first fight, and Colonel
Rupert Forest, and Master Dove? That greater master, War, since then
had educated and broadened us. He was more philosophic than I, and liked
thus to speculate; but of Darthea he said never a word, though we spoke
of many things that memorable night.
At last, when it was near to dawn, Jack jumped up, crying, “Oh, confound
that dog!” He had, what I never had, some remnant of the superstitions
of our ancestors, and I suspect that the howl of the poor beast troubled
him. I guessed at this when he said presently, “I suppose we shall have
to carry the place by storm.”
“Now don’t tell me you will get hit,” said I. “You always say that.
There are enough dead men to set every dog in Virginia a-howling.”
Jack laughed, but I had shamed him out of any desire to repeat his
predictions of disaster, and with the signal-rockets in air, and the
resounding thunder of this storm of war ever rising and falling, we went
at last to our tents.
For two or three days his Excellency kept me busy; but since, except
every third or fourth day, Jack had no active work, his diary at this
time is very fully kept. I see from its pages that he thought over and
over in this leisure of what we had so largely discussed on that night
when we lay upon the hill.
“October 11,” I find written.--“Hugh and I had a long talk over our own
lives. It is a good thing and wise at times to take stock, as merchants
say, of one’s self and of one’s friends. Indeed, if a man could contrive
a moral likeness of his inner self such as he may have of his body,
and this at different ages, it were an interesting and perhaps, too, a
useful thing. It might much surprise him as the years went on. I think
of myself as not so changed as Hugh. I am indeed more shy. As time goes
on I arrange to hide it. I am less ambitious. Duty seems to me more and
more a thing which I must do by reason of habit, that being strong with
me owing much to the constant example set by my friend’s life. If I
have in me something of the woman’s nature, as Mistress Wynne used to
declare, I do not now so much dislike the notion. It may explain why,
as I mature, nothing in life seems to me so greatly to be desired as the
love of my fellows. If I think a man I esteem has no affection for me, I
will fetch and carry to get it. Thank God I need not for Hugh. For him
I would give my life, should he want it, and what more can a man do for
his friend? Yes, there is a greater test, but of that I need not think,
since she does not love me, nor ever could I think to win her love.
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