Hugh Wynne, Free Quaker: Sometime Brevet Lieutenant-Colonel on the Staff of his Excellency General WashingtonMitchell, S. Weir (Silas Weir)
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Hugh Wynne, Free Quaker: Sometime Brevet Lieutenant-Colonel on the Staff of his Excellency General Washington
Mitchell, S. Weir (Silas Weir)
Quakers -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction
Never had I heard or seen in our house a thing like this. I saw, in the
fading light, my father working his hands as I have described, a signal
of restrained anger, and, like anything physically unusual in one we
love, not quite pleasant to see. But my mother, who knew not fear of him
nor of any, went on, despite his saying, “This is unseemly--unseemly,
wife.”
“Thou art unjust, John, to my son.”
“Thy son?”
“Yes; mine as well as thine. I have faith that thou, even thou, John,
wouldst have done as my boy did.”
“I? I?” he cried; and now I saw that he was disturbed, for he was moving
his feet like some proud, restrained horse pawing the grass. At last he
broke the stillness which followed his exclamations: “There is but one
answer, wife. Both have been brutes, but this boy has been kept near to
godly things all his life. Each First-day the tongues of righteous men
have taught him to live clean, to put away wrath, to love his enemies;
and in a day--a minute--it is gone, and, as it were, useless, and I the
shame of the town.”
I hoped this was all; but my mother cried, “John! John! It is thy pride
that is hurt. No, it is not seemly to dispute with thee, and before thy
son. And yet--and yet--even that is better than to let him go with the
thought that he is altogether like, or no better than, that man. If thou
hast a duty to bear testimony, so have I.” And thus the mother of the
prodigal son had her say. No doubt she found it hard, and I saw her dash
the tears away with a quick hand, as she added, “If I have hurt thee,
John, I am sorry.”
“There is but one answer, wife. Love thy enemy; do good to them that
despitefully use thee. Thou wilt ruin thy son with false kindness, and
who shall save him from the pit?”
I turned at last in a storm of indignation, crying, “Could I see my
mother treated like a street-wench or a gutter-drab, and lift no hand? I
wish I had killed him!”
“See, wife,” said my father. “Yes, even this was to be borne.”
“Not by me!” I cried, and strode into the house, wondering if ever I was
to be done with it.
The day after no one of us showed a sign of this outbreak. Never had
I seen the like of it among us; but the Quaker habit of absolute
self-repression, and of concealment of emotion again prevailed, so that
at breakfast we met as usual, and, whatever we may have felt, there
was no outward evidence of my mother’s just anger, of my father’s
bitterness, or of my own disgust.
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I was not yet to see the end of my iniquity, and was to feel the
consequences in ways which, for many a day, influenced my life and
actions.
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