Hugh Wynne, Free Quaker: Sometime Brevet Lieutenant-Colonel on the Staff of his Excellency General WashingtonMitchell, S. Weir (Silas Weir)
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Hugh Wynne, Free Quaker: Sometime Brevet Lieutenant-Colonel on the Staff of his Excellency General Washington
Mitchell, S. Weir (Silas Weir)
Quakers -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction
At last I saw that my gentle-voiced speaker, Wetherill, was, like
myself, rigid, with upheld head, and that, with a faint smile on his
face, he was looking toward me. Minute after minute passed. Would they
never be done with it? I began to wonder what was going on under those
bent gray hats and black bonnets. I was far away from penitence or
remorse, a bruised and tormented man, helpless, if ever a man was
helpless, under the monotonous and silent reproach of some hundreds of
people who had condemned me unheard. It did seem as if it never would
end.
At last the voice died out. The man rose, and put on his hat. All
resumed their seats and their head-coverings. I saw that Friend
Scattergood extended a hand to my father, who was, as I have not yet
stated, an elder. The grasp was accepted. Elders and overseers, both men
and women, rose, and we also. I pushed my way out, rudely, I fear. At
the door James Pemberton put out his hand. I looked him full in the
face, and turned away from the too inquisitive looks of the younger
Friends. I went by my father without a word. He could not have known
what pain his method of saving my soul would cost me. That he had been
in some way active in the matter I did not doubt, and I knew later that
my opinion was but too correct.
Hastening down Front street with an overwhelming desire to be alone, I
paused at our own door, and then, late as it was, now close to ten, I
unmoored my boat, and was about to push off when I felt a hand on my
shoulder. It was Samuel Wetherill.
“Let me go with thee, my boy,” he said. “We should talk a little, thou
and I.”
I said, “Yes. Thou art the only man I want to see to-night.”
There were no more words. The moon was up as I pulled down Dock Creek
and out on my friendly river.
“Let thy boat drift,” he said. “Perhaps thou art aware, Hugh Wynne, how
grieved I was; for I know all that went before. I somehow think that
thou hast already done for thyself what these good folk seemed to think
was needed. Am I right?”
“Yes,” I said.
“Then say no more. James Wilson has spoken of thee often. To be loved of
such a man is much. I hear that thou hast been led to think with us, and
that, despite those wicked wild oats, thou art a young man of parts and
good feelings, thoughtful beyond thy years.”
I thanked him almost: in tears; for this kindly judgment was, past
belief, the best remedy I could have had.
“I saw thy great suffering; but in a year, in a month, this will seem
a thing of no import; only, when thou art calm and canst think, hold a
Meeting in thy own heart, and ask thy quiet judgment, thy conscience,
thy memory, if prayer be needed; and do it for thyself, Hugh.”
I said, “Thank thee,” but no more. I have ever been averse to talking of
my relations to another world, or of what I believe, or of what I am led
thereby to do in hours of self-communion. I sat wishing my father were
like this, a tender-hearted yet resolute man.
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