Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port ArthurSakurai, Tadayoshi
History
Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port Arthur
Sakurai, Tadayoshi
Lüshun (China) -- History -- Siege, 1904-1905
Yes, I had eaten and slept with the dear regimental commander from our
first arrival and had fought at his side. In the bivouac, exposed
to rain and dew, the colonel had shared his mat with me so that I
might sleep the better. Even his scanty food he divided with me,
smiling as cheerily as if he were eating with his family at home. I
had always feared that the colonel, who was used to sleeping on a
comfortable couch at home, might contract an illness from this bed
and pillow of grass. With three thousand lives in his hand, the life
of the regimental commander is very precious, and the morale of the
whole regiment depends largely upon his health. I had tried my best to
serve him attentively and make him as comfortable as the uncomfortable
circumstances of the battle-field would allow. Some time ago, while we
were at Changchia-tun, I prepared hot water in a water jar and offered
him the first hot bath he had had since leaving Japan. He was pleased
with it from the bottom of his heart, and I shall never forget his glad
countenance of that moment. Now I had to part with the colonel who was
as dear to me as my own father, and my grief was without limit. Of
course I still belonged to one of his companies and I was still his
subordinate. It was not a real separation, but I felt as if I were
going far away from him. When I heard these farewell words of his, I
felt my throat choked with tears and could not raise my head for a
while. It was also a great sorrow for me to part with the regimental
colors that I had taken care of through thick and thin. When I looked
at the faded, torn standard now hanging to the left of the colonel, I
could not help feeling that among the three thousand men whose hearts
all stir at the sight of that flag, I had a right to a special emotion
in the presence of the regimental insignia.
After a moment of thoughtful silence, I sorrowing over my separation
from the flag and the colonel, and the colonel apparently regretting
his parting with me, I said earnestly: “Colonel, I will show you what a
splendid fight I can make—” I could not say anything more and, turning
on my heel quietly, walked off a few steps and then ran to my servant
and said: “I am now ordered to go to my company. You, in consequence,
must leave me, but I shall never forget your kindness. Remember me as
your true elder brother to eternity. I cannot say anything more. Fight
like a brave soldier.”
Bunkichi Takao, my servant soldier, wept bitterly and said he could
never leave me. That, however, could not be. I soothed and comforted
him, saying that he must obey his superiors’ commands faithfully and
not be behind anybody else in doing and suffering, and that the box we
had made together before the battle of Taku-shan was certainly to be
used this time. I, too, was very reluctant to lose him, and my heart
was full of emotion.
“Lieutenant, do you really think of me as your younger brother?” Takao
said, in tears; and I too shed hot tears.
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